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I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
OK! I want to give in. I can't do it tho. At the time it feels ok, but when i think about it.... I just cant. Can I?
GAH I give up, I don't want to think anymore. I wish I could just.... sleep for long long long periods of time.
Lets see... ferris bullers day off is a sweet movie. Tommorow (or today.... i guess) Me and my dad are going in to vancouver for dinner and such. for my bday which was awhile ago. but yeah same thing.
Need to have a talk with Chris, he says he's ready whenever I am. I don't want to be ready, I don't want to hear what he has to say. But I do. And I need to tell him what I have to say. Stupid me. It's gonna blow up in my face, just watch.
Goodnight. This shall be my earliest night in awhile.
Love
Maryn
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
OK! I want to give in. I can't do it tho. At the time it feels ok, but when i think about it.... I just cant. Can I?
GAH I give up, I don't want to think anymore. I wish I could just.... sleep for long long long periods of time.
Lets see... ferris bullers day off is a sweet movie. Tommorow (or today.... i guess) Me and my dad are going in to vancouver for dinner and such. for my bday which was awhile ago. but yeah same thing.
Need to have a talk with Chris, he says he's ready whenever I am. I don't want to be ready, I don't want to hear what he has to say. But I do. And I need to tell him what I have to say. Stupid me. It's gonna blow up in my face, just watch.
Goodnight. This shall be my earliest night in awhile.
Love
Maryn