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Clara's in Italy! I'm going to miss that silly girl. I know she'll be living it up there, though, and having tons of fun. Our first home game is this Saturday at 7:00 so everyone should come and support us!!! I hate it when people come just for the guys' game and not the girls'. The fact that I'm finally a senior is just beginning to hit me. It's actually scaring me, the whole deal with caps and gowns, senority, actually having to sit down and write admissions essays, scholarship essays, being the oldest people in the school, seeing the McKinney kids and remembering being in their position not too long ago... it's so fucking weird. I think I'm afraid of growing up. This is the time that's going to decide my entire future and what I'll be doing for the rest of my life. What if I make a choice that's not the best for me and I end up taking myself down a road I don't want travel? My whole future. College. A career. Kids. Raising a family. This is the beginning of the rest of my life and it's scary as hell. For all you bitties that still have a few more years, just fucking enjoy life while you can. Enjoy not having to worry about college yet... it'll hit you when the time comes, but for real... enjoy being a kid and just fucking live life... cuz you're never going back.