salt on the wound! my wound!
uhhhh
last night was so good. i'm completely smitten with this girl, it's ridiculous. luckily i'm equally determined/ambitious and romantic, so i'm able to separate myself a bit. we watched the sun rise and although she didn't know it, through our brief time together i was able to make peace with monroe. it was remarkable, to put it simply.
it was my first night out on the town in monroe. i know. baaad pun. it felt good. i was scared, even in northampton sometimes, to be myself to be open, but it just felt completely natural and pure last night.
she and i sat in dennys for hours, flirting and learning. saw a boy from my past when we were sitting next to each other in dennys. i wasn't recognized, i don't believe... i barely noticed him, the boy who assaulted me. but when i did i just looked across the table and was okay.
learned that i can be done with parts of my life without abandoning whole years or places. cleared my head.
today i'm late, per usual. but, i'll get there. i'll get to boston. it's fucking ridiculous, i don't really want to go. that's just because i am afraid and also i've got a big crush. but in my head (some of my heart) i'm ready to go go go
and that's because i know i'll be back. think good things
last night was so good. i'm completely smitten with this girl, it's ridiculous. luckily i'm equally determined/ambitious and romantic, so i'm able to separate myself a bit. we watched the sun rise and although she didn't know it, through our brief time together i was able to make peace with monroe. it was remarkable, to put it simply.
it was my first night out on the town in monroe. i know. baaad pun. it felt good. i was scared, even in northampton sometimes, to be myself to be open, but it just felt completely natural and pure last night.
she and i sat in dennys for hours, flirting and learning. saw a boy from my past when we were sitting next to each other in dennys. i wasn't recognized, i don't believe... i barely noticed him, the boy who assaulted me. but when i did i just looked across the table and was okay.
learned that i can be done with parts of my life without abandoning whole years or places. cleared my head.
today i'm late, per usual. but, i'll get there. i'll get to boston. it's fucking ridiculous, i don't really want to go. that's just because i am afraid and also i've got a big crush. but in my head (some of my heart) i'm ready to go go go
and that's because i know i'll be back. think good things