Feb 06, 2006 08:57
i don't understand why he makes a big deal about it and tells people he wants to get back with me, so we patch everything up and he changes his mind. seriously, i don't.
it's too hard. i can't tell him cause it'll annoy him.
so i guess i should just move on with life...
i'm on a rollercoaster. i love the boy to death. and it hurts to see that he isn't mine. i wish i could just forget about everything. but the memories are too good to forget...
man fuck this.