lie to me and try to say you never will
well. ungrounded sort of. now that i actually get on the computer thees really noone to talk to. talked to my Andy alot that was cool. talked to kit just for a few. noone else to talk to.
i'm cold.
just painted my toes again. that was fun. not really.
i have to make Cadence a card and get her something cause i'm not gonna be here for her....2nd birthday....so sad. my favorite kid ever. love her to death.
still depressed/lethargic/extremely bored.
shoved a bigger plug size in last night while high on benadryl and skelaxin.
bled ALOT and hurt ALOT.
i miss you.
so much.
i wanted to see you so bad. and see my baby graduate. but i can't and that sucks.
i still expect you to be at mine....probly not but oh well. lol.
i love you bunches.
oh yea and my rents sent you money if you didnt get it already lol.
i'm cold.
just painted my toes again. that was fun. not really.
i have to make Cadence a card and get her something cause i'm not gonna be here for her....2nd birthday....so sad. my favorite kid ever. love her to death.
still depressed/lethargic/extremely bored.
shoved a bigger plug size in last night while high on benadryl and skelaxin.
bled ALOT and hurt ALOT.
i miss you.
so much.
i wanted to see you so bad. and see my baby graduate. but i can't and that sucks.
i still expect you to be at mine....probly not but oh well. lol.
i love you bunches.
oh yea and my rents sent you money if you didnt get it already lol.