The rain it falls harder now.

[redrazorfaerie]

i need you here tonite just like this nite it needs the rain.

i miss you like so effing much it's not even funny. i'm about ready to smoke but i know i cant.
you get that tone of voice.
when you talk to me like that...i want to cry.
you make me feel......like.....idk.....i'm something.
your voice gets all soft, and loving, and caring, and it makes me feel like crying, because i'm loved.
and i'm not used to that.
i feel like i don't deserve to be loved like i know you love me...but i know i shouldn't, and i know that i do. you're fucking awesome, baby. and thank you for making me.

on another not-so-mellow-but-still-related note, lol.

i miss everything about you. i'm so anxious but trying to be patient about everything.
i want to see what you do when i look in your eyes and say that lyric
i want to kiss every inch of you
i want you to feel me shiver when you touch me...like i always do
i want you to throw me
i want to hear you whisper you love me
i want to feel you inside me
i want it to hurt
i want you to make me scream
i want to feel you sweat
i want to put scratch marks down your back
i want to see the look on your face...that smile
i want you to kiss me goodnite
i want to fall asleep in your arms

...and do it all again in the morning.

"you come over unnanounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonite just like the ocean needs the waves."

jesus h christ i'm in love.....so much it hurts.