Mar 18, 2007 22:11
I should be going to bed. I have to get up at 5:45 and go to work, despite being super ill. I guess I've just had a whole lot on my mind lately. I've been thinking about a choice that I made and whether or not it was really the right choice. Some choices seem inevitable and important when you go to make them, then all of a sudden they seem wrong. Worl is going great, but I sort of wish I hadn't been extended. I was really ready to be done mid April as opposed to end of April. My head is full of sick and I am having trouble sorting myself out. Its hilarious and tough.
I've been going to concerts lately and it is good to get back to that. I had missed live shows and seeing good music. I thought about it the other day, about Limbeck especially and how all of a sudden they have become so huge. Im just so damn proud of those boys, they were always very sweet and I do love some of their old songs.
But even if I feel like my choice was wrong, is it? I mean seriously my inability to stay with people who give me that look of staring and interest is just amazing. It's proven. I have the perfect ability to run from those who give me that look. I guess that is what I get for thinking a bit ahead in my future. I let the little shit bug the hell out of me. Some day I hope that my personal life reaches the awesome sucess of my career. I hope it comes soon.