Apr 03, 2007 15:20
so im not gonna lie.. i expected a huge rush of feelings back and me to instantly fall in love all over again
but it didnt happen like that
it was better
it was like nothing ever changed. that we could just be 2gether again and it wouldnt even be weird
but is that what i want?! i dont know
its hard to be in love with someone when you're just so afraid of getting hurt again
im finally with someone that i know wont hurt me
but then i leave and i find that one guy that always made me insecure and always left me wondering and its like i want him all over again
why? why do girls always want the guy they know is going to hurt them?
i know he's going to go back to his sketchy ways and drive me crazy
i had an amazing weekend. im not gonna lie he tried. he tried to do the things i always wanted him to do. but how do i know that its not just that weekend? im sur ehes not going to treat me like that for the rest of my life. ugh
this sucks im right back to the beginning