this night's a perfect shade of dark blue
I'm happy with my life for once. Not that bubbly, oh-so-glorious, everything is perfect happy. But everything is okay. It's the stable, balanced, knowing what is going, making my own life kind of happy. And not even really happy, but okay. I'm glad I can realize that because a lot of times I feel "blah" if I don't have the previous of the two happies. I guess the "okay" happy is too close to the "not okay" unhappy. I don't know, but I'm just glad I'm figuring out how to be okay with being okay.
Most of my time recently has been spent either sleeping or working, and then hanging out with Becca, CJ, and Chuck watching movies. We've seen some interesting ones... :)
I also got to see my friend Lauren for a little bit, and I watched a movie with my other friend Becca.
Today (well, Saturday) was absolutely glorious. I found out I don't have to work today (Sunday), and I hung out with Mandy and Mary. We went to Ulta and I bought mascara and a lip balm, I exchanged my broken lip gloss at Vicky's, and we had dessert at Season's. Then I did the usual movie-watching at the Lodge's.
Part of me wants to do something exciting to get that giddy-happy, but then again, when I come back to real life, okay-happy will feel like blah and I don't want to lose my okay-happy. I'd rather it not go out in a blaze of glory.
I should sleep now. It's 6 in the morning and I haven't slept yet. I love summer nights.
Most of my time recently has been spent either sleeping or working, and then hanging out with Becca, CJ, and Chuck watching movies. We've seen some interesting ones... :)
I also got to see my friend Lauren for a little bit, and I watched a movie with my other friend Becca.
Today (well, Saturday) was absolutely glorious. I found out I don't have to work today (Sunday), and I hung out with Mandy and Mary. We went to Ulta and I bought mascara and a lip balm, I exchanged my broken lip gloss at Vicky's, and we had dessert at Season's. Then I did the usual movie-watching at the Lodge's.
Part of me wants to do something exciting to get that giddy-happy, but then again, when I come back to real life, okay-happy will feel like blah and I don't want to lose my okay-happy. I'd rather it not go out in a blaze of glory.
I should sleep now. It's 6 in the morning and I haven't slept yet. I love summer nights.