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Long time no update. I just get into my moods where i dont wanna make the effort to update or so something regularly, much like my video games. But i usually get back into the spell, dunno if this is a start of one tho. Anywho yesterday i got Avery at 7:30am to babysit. We played my old N64 and board games like Goofy Golf Machine, Monopoly, and Pokemon. We sword fought until he got a little rowdy and i threatened to take his sword away then he went into pout mode, he was pretty tired too, so i settled him down and we watched Indian In the Cubbard and reinacted scenes form it and played wiht my old Stretch Armstrong Monster Maker Set thing. Also i let him IM hiself on the computer letting him think he was having a conversation with my friend Meghan A. He enjoyed that. Visited my mawmaw and she fed us good mawmaw cookin and he played with a punching bag in the basement. He must sound so violent lol. Overall we had a good time, even tho we couldnt go outside and play cuz of the weather. His mommy cam and picked him up a little after five and later i went to Petsmart, Bookamillions, and Logan's with Rebecca and Christina.
Onto pets. So while at Petsmart i bought Rucifer an exercise ball so that he wont ust be bound to my little room. Of course we'll have to see how Rocko takes to a rat running in a colorful ball around the house. If he sees it as his own personal toy, he may have to be restrained during Rucifer's cardio. Rocko is finally back form the kennel! Rachel got back form Panama (she can be considered a pet too) and picked him up. Aparently ppl going to the kennel were complaining about Rocko cuz he glared his teeth wen they walked by, but when he glares his teeth it means he's happy, not aggressive. We call it his smile, his lips curl and his face scrunches and its a terrifying sight, but when he does it you know hes really really excited. The guy who worked at the kennel figured out this was a happy face so no damage was done. Also last night Meghan texted me telling me that Rocko splooged all over Rachel's bed, this isnt a first time occurance...poor Christmas Moose. So my kitty sleeps with my dad but wen i come home she only sleeps and hangs around with me, makes me feel loved lol. Well her name is Quincy and she has a mortal enemy that hangs around named Shadow and today she was evilly meowing at her thru the sliding glass door and my dad opened it a little to try and scare Shadow away, well Quincy bolted out the door and attacked Shadow fiericly forming this fur flying cat ball and they rolled right off the porch, dad went out with a broom to separate them, after me yelling at him for doing such a mean thing lol, and he said he got them apart like 5 times but Quincy kept pouncing right back on Shadow.
Anywho ive been home in Charleston for about a week, which is rare. I went skiing with friends Monday. It was so warm we didnt even wear jackets. It was a good time, went home an hour early tho. I bought everyone going presents with sales, my discount, and store credit at Hot Topic. Speaking of which, holiday season is over and hours are way down but i was one of the four people the manager kept on staff, he said i deserved to stay on. That may actually give me some self esteem lol. I do like working there. O yea and i dyed my hair blue, not from Hot Topic in fluence, its always been destined to be about every color eventually. I think y i did it tho is cuz when i dont like something about myself or my life i make a change. Like when i was gonna go vegetarian it was really just cuz i wasnt really happy with myself or something but then i moved to Huntington and that did it for me.
So i dont think my bf would want this posted but its something thats been straning me. While he was in Columbus he ended up kissing another guy. He didnt tell me until we were face to face, wouldnt even let me kiss him so that i could decide wat i wanted to do. He said that it was with a guy that hes always had tension with but never acted it out and they were in a room alone together and went in for a friendly hug and went into a kiss. He says he stopped it right there and felt horrible and the other guy even felt guilty and he was tore up, his friends gave him a hard time for it. So i think he did genuinely feel bad about it and he did tell me when it was best and told me how much he appreciated me and he honestly did handle the whole situation very well. That's why im giving him a second chance, but the fact that it happened is just irking me. Like when he first told me it was so bad, but then u get time to think about it. Plus he's home during break and wen he told me was the last time i saw him and he was in NYC the past week, so time apart wouldnt help. But I was just thinking like, that kiss was supposed to be mine. I missed him and i support him with problems he has and he gave that kiss to someone else, ya know. Plus i generally view everyone as weak and pathetic until they prove me wrong, and giving into something like that makes me worry that maybe he is weak. Ive been in plenty situations like that, while in a relationship and single and still didnt give in. But i still do believe hes a good guy and i do understand the situation he was in, dont like the outcome, but i gave him a second chance cuz i think itd be worth it.
OMG gotta cut it short, ha like this is short, but i just realized i have to leave in 10 minutes to go see the Orphanage and i was plannign on showering but im still in my jamis. Bye bye, sorry if i havent kept up with comments on ur alls journals too.
Onto pets. So while at Petsmart i bought Rucifer an exercise ball so that he wont ust be bound to my little room. Of course we'll have to see how Rocko takes to a rat running in a colorful ball around the house. If he sees it as his own personal toy, he may have to be restrained during Rucifer's cardio. Rocko is finally back form the kennel! Rachel got back form Panama (she can be considered a pet too) and picked him up. Aparently ppl going to the kennel were complaining about Rocko cuz he glared his teeth wen they walked by, but when he glares his teeth it means he's happy, not aggressive. We call it his smile, his lips curl and his face scrunches and its a terrifying sight, but when he does it you know hes really really excited. The guy who worked at the kennel figured out this was a happy face so no damage was done. Also last night Meghan texted me telling me that Rocko splooged all over Rachel's bed, this isnt a first time occurance...poor Christmas Moose. So my kitty sleeps with my dad but wen i come home she only sleeps and hangs around with me, makes me feel loved lol. Well her name is Quincy and she has a mortal enemy that hangs around named Shadow and today she was evilly meowing at her thru the sliding glass door and my dad opened it a little to try and scare Shadow away, well Quincy bolted out the door and attacked Shadow fiericly forming this fur flying cat ball and they rolled right off the porch, dad went out with a broom to separate them, after me yelling at him for doing such a mean thing lol, and he said he got them apart like 5 times but Quincy kept pouncing right back on Shadow.
Anywho ive been home in Charleston for about a week, which is rare. I went skiing with friends Monday. It was so warm we didnt even wear jackets. It was a good time, went home an hour early tho. I bought everyone going presents with sales, my discount, and store credit at Hot Topic. Speaking of which, holiday season is over and hours are way down but i was one of the four people the manager kept on staff, he said i deserved to stay on. That may actually give me some self esteem lol. I do like working there. O yea and i dyed my hair blue, not from Hot Topic in fluence, its always been destined to be about every color eventually. I think y i did it tho is cuz when i dont like something about myself or my life i make a change. Like when i was gonna go vegetarian it was really just cuz i wasnt really happy with myself or something but then i moved to Huntington and that did it for me.
So i dont think my bf would want this posted but its something thats been straning me. While he was in Columbus he ended up kissing another guy. He didnt tell me until we were face to face, wouldnt even let me kiss him so that i could decide wat i wanted to do. He said that it was with a guy that hes always had tension with but never acted it out and they were in a room alone together and went in for a friendly hug and went into a kiss. He says he stopped it right there and felt horrible and the other guy even felt guilty and he was tore up, his friends gave him a hard time for it. So i think he did genuinely feel bad about it and he did tell me when it was best and told me how much he appreciated me and he honestly did handle the whole situation very well. That's why im giving him a second chance, but the fact that it happened is just irking me. Like when he first told me it was so bad, but then u get time to think about it. Plus he's home during break and wen he told me was the last time i saw him and he was in NYC the past week, so time apart wouldnt help. But I was just thinking like, that kiss was supposed to be mine. I missed him and i support him with problems he has and he gave that kiss to someone else, ya know. Plus i generally view everyone as weak and pathetic until they prove me wrong, and giving into something like that makes me worry that maybe he is weak. Ive been in plenty situations like that, while in a relationship and single and still didnt give in. But i still do believe hes a good guy and i do understand the situation he was in, dont like the outcome, but i gave him a second chance cuz i think itd be worth it.
OMG gotta cut it short, ha like this is short, but i just realized i have to leave in 10 minutes to go see the Orphanage and i was plannign on showering but im still in my jamis. Bye bye, sorry if i havent kept up with comments on ur alls journals too.