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...... .... ... Shit.
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I ...
Why? Why Kidd? Y'idiot. Mistake. All ya make are mistakes. All ya were was probably a mistake.
I didn't mean t'... What t'hell am I doin'? Why did I think it was a good idea t'come 'ere? Don't belong around people. Don't belong ana'place where I kin hurt people.
S'why ya got hurt, Sis. S'cause a me.
Damn it. I didn't want t'be this way! Why couldn't ya give me m'own life!? Why did ya have t'make me like YA? I HATE YA. HATE WHAT YA MADE ME. Why couldn't ya jus' DIE when ya were suppos'ta?! AIN'T GONNA BE LIKE YA. GONNA SEE LIFE THROUGH M'OWN EYES ... even if it means hurtin' people. People who don't deserve it. People ya care 'bout.
Tell me, would YA do it like that? WOULD YA 'AVE TORN T'THIN' FROM 'IS FACE? ... Fuck.
... Hate ya. Hate ya like nothin' else, mommy dearest.
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I want t'go home. Sneakin' out durin' the night sounds like t'best idea I've had in a'while.
...... .... ... Shit.
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I ...
Why? Why Kidd? Y'idiot. Mistake. All ya make are mistakes. All ya were was probably a mistake.
I didn't mean t'... What t'hell am I doin'? Why did I think it was a good idea t'come 'ere? Don't belong around people. Don't belong ana'place where I kin hurt people.
S'why ya got hurt, Sis. S'cause a me.
Damn it. I didn't want t'be this way! Why couldn't ya give me m'own life!? Why did ya have t'make me like YA? I HATE YA. HATE WHAT YA MADE ME. Why couldn't ya jus' DIE when ya were suppos'ta?! AIN'T GONNA BE LIKE YA. GONNA SEE LIFE THROUGH M'OWN EYES ... even if it means hurtin' people. People who don't deserve it. People ya care 'bout.
Tell me, would YA do it like that? WOULD YA 'AVE TORN T'THIN' FROM 'IS FACE? ... Fuck.
... Hate ya. Hate ya like nothin' else, mommy dearest.
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I want t'go home. Sneakin' out durin' the night sounds like t'best idea I've had in a'while.