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I just came home from what may have been the best Tae Kwon Do class I have had. To everyone else it must have seemed medeocre, but to me is was like being fixed on Aderol (or from what I've been told it's like to be more precise). I never really looked at what I was doing, I felt it, and knew, with enough certainty to bet my friends' lives on, that I was doing it right. All the while with this Mars Volta Song stuck in my head. When it came time for Jujitsu, I didn't fight my opponent, I controlled them like clay in my hands. I didn't use force, more like I coerced them into doing what I wanted them to, moved them to the right position then swiftly locked and "killed" them. Same thing happened during free sparring. It was like I was looking through someone else's eyes watching my opponent and I fight. I was in total control. I noticed openings that I never would have seen before in my opponent's defenses. I observed so well that I didn't need my own fixed defenses, just movement of my mass forceing them to do what I wanted them to and I struck. For those of you who know who I'm talking about, I disected Gretta. She is a beautiful fighter but it as like I read her programing and then just avoided it and implemented my own. As I finish this I'm still in the zone, fighting with absolute focus and control of my opponent and situation.