Frustrations.
1) Talking to Tobey seems to get me nowhere most of the time
2) I was accused of stealing a camera, a camera which happens to be my best friends whom left it here the last time he was up from Stoney Brook, this camera will be returning to him in about a week, which will make it even more suspicious that Its just "gone" now. That pisses me off. TO the person who lost his camera at the concert, I am sorry, but it is not my fault nor my problem.
3) I am tired of being here, I just want to go, I need a hug.
I was thinking about something last night, I couldnt sleep, so like usual I just went and watched Swim with Jon, Andy, Pete and Jake. In this time I was thinking about "the first date". Let us say we went to the movies, you know how you kinda inch your pinky toward the other person. Or "accidently" rub shoulders, I miss that. I dont think Tobey and I ever had those moments, Fuck, I dont think I have had those moments with anyone, maybe once or twice, just enough to know what that feels like, the butterflies in your stomach. Not knowing if he will inch back, and then when he does, you worry, was it an accident, is he really..."my way". Then when is all done you go back to your house, or into your room, or into your friends car (whichever it may be) and your all giggly, knowing that something may come of that very moment. Those are the moments in life we should cherish. We must focus on those moments, and not all the bad things.
I think, therefore I am.
I think I am stressed, therefore I am stressed.
I think I am happy, therefore I am happy.
It is all in the mind set.
I think, therefore I am.
Look I typed the linky thing all by myself. Yey! haha.
I shall go now, Love to all my LJ whores.
Everyone better give me hugs when I get back home.
2) I was accused of stealing a camera, a camera which happens to be my best friends whom left it here the last time he was up from Stoney Brook, this camera will be returning to him in about a week, which will make it even more suspicious that Its just "gone" now. That pisses me off. TO the person who lost his camera at the concert, I am sorry, but it is not my fault nor my problem.
3) I am tired of being here, I just want to go, I need a hug.
I was thinking about something last night, I couldnt sleep, so like usual I just went and watched Swim with Jon, Andy, Pete and Jake. In this time I was thinking about "the first date". Let us say we went to the movies, you know how you kinda inch your pinky toward the other person. Or "accidently" rub shoulders, I miss that. I dont think Tobey and I ever had those moments, Fuck, I dont think I have had those moments with anyone, maybe once or twice, just enough to know what that feels like, the butterflies in your stomach. Not knowing if he will inch back, and then when he does, you worry, was it an accident, is he really..."my way". Then when is all done you go back to your house, or into your room, or into your friends car (whichever it may be) and your all giggly, knowing that something may come of that very moment. Those are the moments in life we should cherish. We must focus on those moments, and not all the bad things.
I think, therefore I am.
I think I am stressed, therefore I am stressed.
I think I am happy, therefore I am happy.
It is all in the mind set.
I think, therefore I am.
Look I typed the linky thing all by myself. Yey! haha.
I shall go now, Love to all my LJ whores.
Everyone better give me hugs when I get back home.