lesson learned
well let me start by saying how i find it a tad depressing that i can take a good look around and realize that at 17, i seem to be more mature than some of the 20-24 yr olds that i know. sometimes i just want to say... grow up! but that would cause more unnessary drama that i could definitely do without.
i learned a big lesson today and i recomend you listen and learn. Don't fuck around with people from work unless you know for sure it's gonna be more than a one night thing. people will find out. in a way, i feel bad for him, i worried about him being in this situation since day one, but then again, screw him. it's his fault and i held up my end of the deal. so fuck it. anyways, yeah, it's good gossip, but seriously, it's not a big deal. I'm just thankful that i didn't loose a friendship that meant a lot to me. but now i might loose his because others have shit w/ him and are using the big news as an attack mechanism. ugh, the drama never ends. expecially when you work at the bee's....
i learned a big lesson today and i recomend you listen and learn. Don't fuck around with people from work unless you know for sure it's gonna be more than a one night thing. people will find out. in a way, i feel bad for him, i worried about him being in this situation since day one, but then again, screw him. it's his fault and i held up my end of the deal. so fuck it. anyways, yeah, it's good gossip, but seriously, it's not a big deal. I'm just thankful that i didn't loose a friendship that meant a lot to me. but now i might loose his because others have shit w/ him and are using the big news as an attack mechanism. ugh, the drama never ends. expecially when you work at the bee's....