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you know stuff is weird when instead of being bummed out straight up, you're just annoyed and bothered by the very fact that you're still bummed out, because being bummed out is so severely against your philosophy on life. It's really just quite absurd when you step back and look at it.
but alas, ridiculous or not, that's me. work's worky, weekends are tiring (although this one was nice, cousins and sisters to the cape for a gorgeous weekend and fun times all around) and i don't know what i'm going to do when work ends in a little while.
man, in the immortal words of Ferris Bueller, life moves pretty fast. and if you don't stop and look around every now and then, you might miss it. thats how i feel right now... like i'm missing it. and that kinda sucks. yuck. its amazing how fast stuff can happen. 2 years ago this month i never would have been able to guess where i would be ONE year ago, and likewise ONE year ago i'd never be able to guess where i would be NOW.
That works the good way, and the bad way...but i suppose as long as it all balances out in the end that's pretty much all you can ask for.
man, i'm so EMO. it's kinda... heh, SAD. ahhahahahahahha
in conclusion, i severely don't like being random and cryptic and emo. really, i mean that. i much prefer the no nonsense approach to life. yeah, i got dumped. or left, or broken up with, or whatever ridiculous phrase best summarizes whatever the hell happened (i still haven't quite figured it out). Any other time i would be the guy happily making fun of 'that guy' who goes all angsty when something like that happens, and letting it throw his rhythm off for wayyyy too long. But i've done the unimaginable: i've become THAT GUY.
so in conclusion, i've gotta snap this shizz and get back to actually enjoying myself.
well, that's me in a nutshell.
See you all latah (especially when i make a triumphant return to G-Town in early august to enjoy some actual summerage!)
but alas, ridiculous or not, that's me. work's worky, weekends are tiring (although this one was nice, cousins and sisters to the cape for a gorgeous weekend and fun times all around) and i don't know what i'm going to do when work ends in a little while.
man, in the immortal words of Ferris Bueller, life moves pretty fast. and if you don't stop and look around every now and then, you might miss it. thats how i feel right now... like i'm missing it. and that kinda sucks. yuck. its amazing how fast stuff can happen. 2 years ago this month i never would have been able to guess where i would be ONE year ago, and likewise ONE year ago i'd never be able to guess where i would be NOW.
That works the good way, and the bad way...but i suppose as long as it all balances out in the end that's pretty much all you can ask for.
man, i'm so EMO. it's kinda... heh, SAD. ahhahahahahahha
in conclusion, i severely don't like being random and cryptic and emo. really, i mean that. i much prefer the no nonsense approach to life. yeah, i got dumped. or left, or broken up with, or whatever ridiculous phrase best summarizes whatever the hell happened (i still haven't quite figured it out). Any other time i would be the guy happily making fun of 'that guy' who goes all angsty when something like that happens, and letting it throw his rhythm off for wayyyy too long. But i've done the unimaginable: i've become THAT GUY.
so in conclusion, i've gotta snap this shizz and get back to actually enjoying myself.
well, that's me in a nutshell.
See you all latah (especially when i make a triumphant return to G-Town in early august to enjoy some actual summerage!)