burn the world down
well the tribe did not win their appeal with the state. they will now most likely loose their reservation as well. i dont know why this is even possible but it is. the mountain, the burial grounds, everything.
for the first time in american history a tribe presents itself to the BIA with enormous amounts of documentation of geneology, the most ever persented by a tribe up for recogntion. they win and the state appeals. the state wins the appeal making history again. the first time a tribe gets recognition and then looses it. congradualtions mr blumenthal. you did it!! you and the dirty money that the other tribes gave you to win you over to their cause manipulated the system and won. strangely you gave up your gubanatorial bid as soon as you won. hmmmm. why could that be??
alright im sorry to blast everyone with this. im sure there are plenty of poeple out there that believe the state made the right descision. well hear this. i have known a family that is a central part of this tribe for years and now they are out on their asses. no jobs. no land. no hope. i have seen them all crying. i didnt want to see it. i asked not to see it. paul showed me anyway. as if life couldnt get any worse.
its been raining for about a week straight and its not going to stop for another three days or so. i cant understad this. i have never seen anything quite like it. and of course it comes now while im living in a truck that is far from waterproof. all of my shit including mattress, blankets, clothing is wet. why dry it. i lack the capacity to keep it dry. so i have chosen to ignore it. i was pissed on friday. it is now the following thursday. i cant give a shit anymore. im cold and damp and homeless. im working constantly. i almost have my shit paid off and and soon will be in the positive. ill save every fucking penny i make. ill be off to texas asap. i have work lined up every day for ten days straight at least. i have money coming to me for work already done. it just doesnt seem to be able to come fast enough.
life is just fucking wierd right now. im really tired of being homeless. i want a place to be were i dont have to feel like an asshole for being there. couch surfing is a difficult life. especailly when you get out of work at 3am. i want to pitch a tent somewhere in someones back yard. at least i wont be fucking with anyone coming in so late and they most likely wont wake me either. not to mention that my tent is waterproof. go figure.
pray for sunlight.
pray for solace.
pray for some fucking cash so i can get the fuck up out.
for the first time in american history a tribe presents itself to the BIA with enormous amounts of documentation of geneology, the most ever persented by a tribe up for recogntion. they win and the state appeals. the state wins the appeal making history again. the first time a tribe gets recognition and then looses it. congradualtions mr blumenthal. you did it!! you and the dirty money that the other tribes gave you to win you over to their cause manipulated the system and won. strangely you gave up your gubanatorial bid as soon as you won. hmmmm. why could that be??
alright im sorry to blast everyone with this. im sure there are plenty of poeple out there that believe the state made the right descision. well hear this. i have known a family that is a central part of this tribe for years and now they are out on their asses. no jobs. no land. no hope. i have seen them all crying. i didnt want to see it. i asked not to see it. paul showed me anyway. as if life couldnt get any worse.
its been raining for about a week straight and its not going to stop for another three days or so. i cant understad this. i have never seen anything quite like it. and of course it comes now while im living in a truck that is far from waterproof. all of my shit including mattress, blankets, clothing is wet. why dry it. i lack the capacity to keep it dry. so i have chosen to ignore it. i was pissed on friday. it is now the following thursday. i cant give a shit anymore. im cold and damp and homeless. im working constantly. i almost have my shit paid off and and soon will be in the positive. ill save every fucking penny i make. ill be off to texas asap. i have work lined up every day for ten days straight at least. i have money coming to me for work already done. it just doesnt seem to be able to come fast enough.
life is just fucking wierd right now. im really tired of being homeless. i want a place to be were i dont have to feel like an asshole for being there. couch surfing is a difficult life. especailly when you get out of work at 3am. i want to pitch a tent somewhere in someones back yard. at least i wont be fucking with anyone coming in so late and they most likely wont wake me either. not to mention that my tent is waterproof. go figure.
pray for sunlight.
pray for solace.
pray for some fucking cash so i can get the fuck up out.