Welcome to livejournal!
Well, looks like i finally decided to put up a livejournal. Maybe itll help let off some of the steam inside me lately. A friend of mine advised it for me since she said it was a good way to express myself without goin totally apeshit on what was the problem...lol. Just the last year has been strange at times and maybe a little hard and difficult to understand. The pressure of leading my life onward, how i feel towards certain people, who my real friends are, and such. I wish sometimes things would be as well off as id like to think so, but im only human too..lol. Noones life goes according to every plan. But sometimes it feels like i need a new blueprint all the time. It always feels so right sometimes though. And ive always been one to see even through how bad things really are and try to believe that things will get better eventually, basically the power of positive thought. But sometimes i wonder, is that really enough? Id like to think so, and i really do, but i suppose all i CAN do is think that way...this is my life, and i choose to live it the way i want, and believe it should be lived, but everyone needs a guiding hand once in a while....and im not ashamed to ask. We all have to learn from trial and error sometimes, but even knowing from someone elses experinces can be just as rewarding. Til next entry....