bruises
Some are volentary
Sometimes deserved
Sometimes not.
Self inflicted,
Internal, external
They are all the same
You don't know their there
till someone pokes it and
Your cheecks begin to glisten.
All will heal,
some faster than others
I can deal with them.
I can wait for them to disappear.
When black fades into yellow,
then melts away
to blend in with everything else,
I am sane again.
This three day weekend thing is a great idear, we should have these more often. I was planning on going to Galveston yesterday but that didn't flow. I am getting weird vibes from brian. Not bad, not good, just odd because I can't decipher them. I don't understand. But i will soon enough I assume. I am going to see gabi tomorrow and we will hang, with or without brian (he is asking if we can hang tomorrow. When I told him I already kindda made plans but he can tag along if he wants, he didn't seem to eager so hey, if he doesn't wanna come, no skin off my back basically). I am about to go practice and then read and then make all these damn re-appearing rifle bruises disappear. ok, well, i guess I will ttyl
Sometimes deserved
Sometimes not.
Self inflicted,
Internal, external
They are all the same
You don't know their there
till someone pokes it and
Your cheecks begin to glisten.
All will heal,
some faster than others
I can deal with them.
I can wait for them to disappear.
When black fades into yellow,
then melts away
to blend in with everything else,
I am sane again.
This three day weekend thing is a great idear, we should have these more often. I was planning on going to Galveston yesterday but that didn't flow. I am getting weird vibes from brian. Not bad, not good, just odd because I can't decipher them. I don't understand. But i will soon enough I assume. I am going to see gabi tomorrow and we will hang, with or without brian (he is asking if we can hang tomorrow. When I told him I already kindda made plans but he can tag along if he wants, he didn't seem to eager so hey, if he doesn't wanna come, no skin off my back basically). I am about to go practice and then read and then make all these damn re-appearing rifle bruises disappear. ok, well, i guess I will ttyl