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wow, i feel like my world is swirlling up around me and it is so much fun.
My guard show on friday was fucking awesome. I love that adernaline rush when you get on the field. I love knowing that people are watching me and waiting for me to fuck up and i love throwing it in their face like ... BAYA!!! what now BITCHES??? ... lol. thats just the way i am. I love competing. I love the head rush. I love the feeling of a great show and i love hearing people yell my name and cheer. This is the shit I live for. That is how I know that I could never quit guard. I might quit A guard, but only to go to a different one. I can't just walk away from something that gives me such a thrill, such a rush.
Thats why I love what I love, the rush. That feeling .... I don't know how to explain it. Like flirting with a guy. Sometimes being a tease. being loved. being the center of attention and knowing people are looking at me and thinking about me. Getting an A on a test you didn't really study for. getting an A on a test you studied your ass of for. These quench my need for attention. You could call me a drama queen, dramatic, spoiled. I don't care. I know that you are only saying this because you envy me. I love how you look at me and then check to make sure your boy isn't looking at me too. I don't care about him, its just how it makes me feel. I love causing things to happen. I do. I love causing people to feel a certian way, pride, envy, want, need.
But ya, off me and to guard, it was awesome but I did realize that the guard is just a lil long winded. Oh well. I got to do the bananna salute. and then orange salute. then potatoe salute. then ride that pony. The only thing I was deprived of was pump it up. oh well. I even got to dance with sam for a lil bit. I love sitting with the guard and dancing. it is just soooo much fun. As much as yall might think, i don't hate sitting with yall, I actually miss it. You all are SOOOOO much fun.
The war was lost but we still won. We won 8 points from Lufkin AND we kept them under 40. That is a first for their season. lol. hell ya, you might trample us, but you can't ever really trample us. you can't shut us out bitches and it makes me chuckle that you even tried. *evil grin*
alright, I just got home from work by the way so I am hella hungry and Tired!!! seez you ppl lata. not like you even read all the way to here any way right?. ya I thought so, go back and read all that shit you skipped over. lol. jk. if you read all of this you deserve a cookie. Well we all deserve cookies for certian reasons but its ok if you don't recieve it any time soon. The government can't even get tax returns out on time. Isn't that a bitch. lol. Dinner time.
My guard show on friday was fucking awesome. I love that adernaline rush when you get on the field. I love knowing that people are watching me and waiting for me to fuck up and i love throwing it in their face like ... BAYA!!! what now BITCHES??? ... lol. thats just the way i am. I love competing. I love the head rush. I love the feeling of a great show and i love hearing people yell my name and cheer. This is the shit I live for. That is how I know that I could never quit guard. I might quit A guard, but only to go to a different one. I can't just walk away from something that gives me such a thrill, such a rush.
Thats why I love what I love, the rush. That feeling .... I don't know how to explain it. Like flirting with a guy. Sometimes being a tease. being loved. being the center of attention and knowing people are looking at me and thinking about me. Getting an A on a test you didn't really study for. getting an A on a test you studied your ass of for. These quench my need for attention. You could call me a drama queen, dramatic, spoiled. I don't care. I know that you are only saying this because you envy me. I love how you look at me and then check to make sure your boy isn't looking at me too. I don't care about him, its just how it makes me feel. I love causing things to happen. I do. I love causing people to feel a certian way, pride, envy, want, need.
But ya, off me and to guard, it was awesome but I did realize that the guard is just a lil long winded. Oh well. I got to do the bananna salute. and then orange salute. then potatoe salute. then ride that pony. The only thing I was deprived of was pump it up. oh well. I even got to dance with sam for a lil bit. I love sitting with the guard and dancing. it is just soooo much fun. As much as yall might think, i don't hate sitting with yall, I actually miss it. You all are SOOOOO much fun.
The war was lost but we still won. We won 8 points from Lufkin AND we kept them under 40. That is a first for their season. lol. hell ya, you might trample us, but you can't ever really trample us. you can't shut us out bitches and it makes me chuckle that you even tried. *evil grin*
alright, I just got home from work by the way so I am hella hungry and Tired!!! seez you ppl lata. not like you even read all the way to here any way right?. ya I thought so, go back and read all that shit you skipped over. lol. jk. if you read all of this you deserve a cookie. Well we all deserve cookies for certian reasons but its ok if you don't recieve it any time soon. The government can't even get tax returns out on time. Isn't that a bitch. lol. Dinner time.