May 13, 2012 22:08
I can't believe it's been this long since I was...well...freed. I hear all around town about the festival. It used to be that I'd not get to go. I'd be stuck down in the hole, because my masters wouldn't let me out. Because I was bad. And then I'd have to fight in the special fights. But I don't have to do that any more.
I...sort of feel sorry though. For the anima that are still like that. And to be honest, sometimes I have nightmares still. That I'll wake up and it'll be that dark cold place again. That I'll be bloody red and I'll have missing time again.
But here, I sleep better than before and I think I've grown. Maybe. I almost didn't need to climb on a chair to reach something today.