my life...as it is
Wow, man, does this ever get easier? I have decided what i want with my life, its just going to be time for me to get there...and meeting some new people....
speaking of which, i am totally talking to a million people online these days...i wonder if internet dating really works..i guess i'll find out. im a little scared that something will happen, but at the same time, its important to me to get out there and do it. ITs weird to have people interested in me. Its a new thing. I think with a little more weight loss it'll be even better.
My goal for my life is bound to happen one of these days, i just have to make it. i want to make sure that i pay off everything and get back on my feet. I dont know how to do things differently yet, but im learning. I get depressed about how horrible its going so far though. I have days when i dont see the point in continuing on like this. ITs hard when you dont know what to do and you have to start over. ITs like, i can see the finish line, but there's the grand canyon inbetween and i dont have wings. I have to walk, when everyone else has a car.
I dont know what i'll do with myself, but i know that it should work out, i hope. I hope to get over this hump...
speaking of which, i am totally talking to a million people online these days...i wonder if internet dating really works..i guess i'll find out. im a little scared that something will happen, but at the same time, its important to me to get out there and do it. ITs weird to have people interested in me. Its a new thing. I think with a little more weight loss it'll be even better.
My goal for my life is bound to happen one of these days, i just have to make it. i want to make sure that i pay off everything and get back on my feet. I dont know how to do things differently yet, but im learning. I get depressed about how horrible its going so far though. I have days when i dont see the point in continuing on like this. ITs hard when you dont know what to do and you have to start over. ITs like, i can see the finish line, but there's the grand canyon inbetween and i dont have wings. I have to walk, when everyone else has a car.
I dont know what i'll do with myself, but i know that it should work out, i hope. I hope to get over this hump...