entirely too long...
well, it occurs to me that i do this whole "forgetting that my lj exists" thing every once in a while. its alright i suppose only becuz when i remember again there s actually things to say.
I dont exactly know where i left off in here i believe it was about a year ago and so much has changed since then. I got my job at the NY Relay Service in June 2006. I got the position of Trainer the day before my bday and i have been being driven crazy ever since.
Josh and i finally talked a few weeks ago and settled that he and i are just not able to coexist with any sort of contact. I couldnt believe he called what happened to us "breaking up". I told him i couldnt be emotionally involved with him again, yet after telling him that and lots of other things i ve been waiting to say for years, i dont feel any better about it. i think about what i said and how it probably was very hurtful to him eventho it was all true. I guess that s the way it goes huh?
Im single becuz i broke up with the guy i was seeing for a year. The online ones just arent working out for me so i m still single. They re really nice and then all of a sudden, something happens and oops! there goes 6 months of my life talking online.
I managed to screw myself over by driving on a suspended license from an insurance lapse until i could move to a place where i could take the bus. THIS SUCKS! I will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever do this to myself again. I look at my car every day out there in the driveway and i wonder if it hates me for doing this to it.... I m sorry baby car... i ll drive you September 21st. I promise!
I m looking for a new job now that i have one i can finally stand... why? I NEED more money. I would like to be able to do whatever i want whenever i want to and that will involve money...unfortunately... so its a quest for having money to drive my car hahaha...i might get over it eventually.
Alright, i ve laid here in bed for long enough... Happy Sunday afternoon after Daylight Savings Time to everyone :-)
I dont exactly know where i left off in here i believe it was about a year ago and so much has changed since then. I got my job at the NY Relay Service in June 2006. I got the position of Trainer the day before my bday and i have been being driven crazy ever since.
Josh and i finally talked a few weeks ago and settled that he and i are just not able to coexist with any sort of contact. I couldnt believe he called what happened to us "breaking up". I told him i couldnt be emotionally involved with him again, yet after telling him that and lots of other things i ve been waiting to say for years, i dont feel any better about it. i think about what i said and how it probably was very hurtful to him eventho it was all true. I guess that s the way it goes huh?
Im single becuz i broke up with the guy i was seeing for a year. The online ones just arent working out for me so i m still single. They re really nice and then all of a sudden, something happens and oops! there goes 6 months of my life talking online.
I managed to screw myself over by driving on a suspended license from an insurance lapse until i could move to a place where i could take the bus. THIS SUCKS! I will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever do this to myself again. I look at my car every day out there in the driveway and i wonder if it hates me for doing this to it.... I m sorry baby car... i ll drive you September 21st. I promise!
I m looking for a new job now that i have one i can finally stand... why? I NEED more money. I would like to be able to do whatever i want whenever i want to and that will involve money...unfortunately... so its a quest for having money to drive my car hahaha...i might get over it eventually.
Alright, i ve laid here in bed for long enough... Happy Sunday afternoon after Daylight Savings Time to everyone :-)