wow this has been a trip

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i just got back online, its weird. im living in syracuse again now and its so interesting to me that things go as they do. im going tomorrow to visit kev in rochester. i cant wait to see him. i miss him so much. its so interesting to me though that its okay for both him and josh to talk to me now that they arent together, well kev i always talked to, but anyways i find it all very interesting. i miss them both a lot. i wish i lived closer and could see them more but quite honestly i like my new job working for relay and i dont want to give it up any time soon unless im heading to another center, but we will also see about that as well.

to make this short, ill just say that things are starting to go in the right direction and its really really nice and i cant wait for it to be even better!

im gettin tired so i ll write more later.