UHHHHHHHHH!! Boys are stupid throw rocks at them!!!
JUST FRIENDS! UHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I feel like he is just waving my feelings infront of my face saying ha ha u feel this way about me but I dont feel this way about u so I am going to make u suffer. But I cant blame the guy I am a total physco when it comes to my feelings. I hate boys most of the time! I like them when i dont know them or they are taped to my wall or are the background on my computer. Sometimes I ask myself is all of this worth it? Do i really need to put myself through this? I know I don't but my heart wont listen to my brain. But this time my heart doesnt have a choice. I just gotta live with being alone. No guy I want to date wants to date me. Do u think someone put a curse on me? Am i doomed to live a lonely unhappy life forever? Will highschool ever end? Will I ever meet another guy? Will I ever be out of this chocolate eating slump? Will I ever be considered fucking hot by someother guy? I guess I'm better off pineing over James Marsters and being a pshyco buffy fan!
Peace Out,
Jen
Peace Out,
Jen