I'll Make You Mine...

[rednochan]

pairing      : Yewon, Kisung, Kyumin (side)
rating        : PG-15
genre        : angst, drama
warning    : murdering scene, blood, some cursing words.
A/N           : this fic is inspired by the song 'Song Ji Eun Ft. Bang Yong Guk - Going Crazy" you should try to listen to it http://youtu.be/ ( Read more... )

Comments

[catbutterfly]

this screams sequel

omg, kibum ah, let someone save him

and yesung, from that creepy siwon

this is the second time i read someone write siwon this way

you did a very good job here~

[rednochan]

when i put the last line i alr predict some1 would ask for a sequel XD
is that so? in what fic u read this kind of siwon? can u give me the link?
thx dear ^^
and thx for reading and commenting ^^

[catbutterfly]

well, I just want to know what will happen to yesung, poor boy suffered so much~ (make me wonder why Yesung bias (include me) like toturing him so much - btw do you Yesung bias?)

Sorry, I read it sometime ago and I didnt save the link (couldnt read it right away so i saved it to MW to read after). The fic name is Through this window, you may find it in Miracle. Siwon is totally psycho and I have to warn you first if you want to read it, Siwon committed some major crimes there (and character death also).

You're welcome^^

[rednochan]

fortunately, i'm yesung biased too :p
i dunno, yesung is just too cute somehow he makes me wanna see him getting possessed or manhandled by someone that's why we (yesung fic writer) made that kind of story ^^

oh, that fic. i read it once. is it bout siwon being yesung's manager? he killed him b'coz yesung didn't reciprocate his feeling. he took his heart, am i right? yes, it was a dark fic. i can't even imagine to have someone like that *shudders*

[catbutterfly]

the fist time I saw Yesung and I though how can a man be this cute, maybe that's why I fail to see Yesung as top and why i cant read yewook (yewook writer tended to decribe yesung, i dont exactly know how to say it). I can only see yewook as in hyung- dongsaeng relationship at most.

yes, that fic. it's kind of dark. and as i know the author still writing in this fandom. now i remember, actually, sometime ago, back in 2009 there're some authorswrote some very dark yewon fics in which siwon was totally psyco it made me shudders while reading but still read them anyway, they're just that good.

[rednochan]

haha so u're a bottom-yesung shipper? XD 2years ago i always read yewook, not b'coz i love this couple so much but bcoz yesung once mentioned in M4U that he hates being paired up with wook. i kinda curious so ended up stalked yewook fic. but once i knew yewon... ah~ i fell for this cute couple immediately ^^ same as u, i see them as hyung-dongsaeng only..

if u know missy-mimi, she wrote an angst about siwon raped yesung b'coz of jealousy but in the end he dumped him. omg, i really love that fic. it's a great angst fic. too bad she's in hiatus..

[catbutterfly]

i always think that yesung is too bottom to be top, yes, he may be fierce on stage, but apart from that, he always act like a child whom so inneed of protection, you'll see it especial in those fancam of him at h&g

when i saw yesung in real life for the first time, i realized how the camera decieved us, he's just too fragile looking at that time, i had the feeling a gust of wind and he's gone

that's not the only one. yes, missy was one of those good writers back then~ 2009 was the year of yewon explosion i think ^^

[rednochan]

yes! he just too cute to be true ^^ he always give us a perfection in singing and performing on live stage but he just act like a lil child when around his dongsaeng esp siwon. remember 5000questions, it revealed that yesung can't stand alone. he needs his parent, some kind like depending alot to his parents.

did u see him in ss4?

IDK why but lately yewon writer just gone like smoke in the air, puff just like that... if u open yewon LJ then u'll find out that not many yewon writer post their fic. where are they???

[catbutterfly]

Yes, I dont care anyone say that Yesung is weird, not goodlooking or anyone compare his singing to anyone else, to me, his attitude, his singing, his face, everything about him is just endearing

No, i didnt see him in ss4 but ss3~ I hope to get to see him in ss4

Maybe they're busy? you know, real life comes first~

[rednochan]

i think someone saying about him being not good-looking has decreased alot lately. u shouldn't be worried about that anymore ^^

IDEK why but yewon writer got bashed these days. maybe that's why the amount of the writer has decreased. look, we, yewon writer, don't ask them to be yewon shipper but why they bash us? i mean shipping a pair is our own right, they don't have any right to force us to like some couple. if they don't like this pair then go away. leave our journal or our tumblr. my friend even told me one of yewon comm in LJ has been closed due to terrors that has been given by some crazy fans. it feels as if we commited a crime to be treated like this.... oh my god...

[catbutterfly]

Ah, i dont worry about him being not good looking for some people, well beauty in the eyes of beholder~ but i'm kind of curious, i always think that yesung, siwon, kibum look a bit alike but people who find siwon handsome often think that yesung not good looking, i just wonder why~

they're just immature, i guess~. i mean, i dont like certain couple but i dont go around bash that couple cause i think it's free choice, no one can force other to believe the same thing as them. i just wish every couple shippers understand that.

i just wonder, if the couple they ship come out and say that they're really in love with each other, are they still like that or give up on them? what will you do if yewon is real as in real real~?

[rednochan]

u're right. they are immature. it's a choice not other people deciding whether we should like them or not

[catbutterfly]

To be honest, I dont really mind if he loves a man or a woman, even if he does love a man, it doesnt change the fact that he's that loving person i've come to admire all this time~ it's his choice and if it makes him happy, i'm ok with that

but the thing is, most of the shippers who seem so obssessed with the couple, in reality, all are the one who opposite the couple the most if they ever come to be real, that's disappointing, like, they like one person and put them in a couple for their fantasy then dish out them if they're really like that

i just want him to tell us about the one he loves sooner the better, man or woman doesnt matter, god, he looks so disappointed when talking about his lonely christmas~ but it's just me though. it seems like they'll lose lots of fans if they go public about it~

[rednochan]

that's why i said if they are real then what else i can do, yesung happiness is also my biggest happiness coz i'm tired to see him being lonely and smiling tiredly all the time.

well, i guess people differentiate between fiction and RL that's why they think like that. b'coz FF and RL is a total different world, dear..

IDK about SMent artists but MBLAQ member said if they are still under the contract then love is a forbidden thing, i wonder if it works the same in SM. i just feel so sorry for them...
yesung said in love pursuer last year he really wants to have a girlfriend...

[catbutterfly]

I know it different between fiction world and real world, that's why i dont like them taking it to the extreme that they go bash people who ship other couple than theirs, but seem like sometimes they cannot keep it in mind, because whichever couple people ship, it's all based on their bromance in real life, i mean, they're like family~

they're at the age to date and get married. the sj guys dont have a ban as i know. but heechul one said that lee soo man told him that it's better they date inside the company so it's easier for them to cover^^ but like hyukjae said, he doesnt want to go public because he wants to protect the girl and not hurt the fans.

i really hope to see yesung's girlfriend someday, or better, get married, cant wait to see junior jongwoon~