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Leslie said that our bills would be finished soon and we'd actually be able to start having money of our own.
I don't belive it.
yes, once her and Brian move back here, things wil be monetarily easier, for a little bit. Ba has been in the hospital/Heather Hill just about as long as I've been working at CM, and we're not going to get slammed with bills? its been MONTHS, and just a week at a hospital, or an ambulance ride, or a simple procedure can completely fuck a family up.
I've been having the urges to go find someone, have sex, and change how i feel, even for the moment. I've done it before and yes, I'm well aware that its only a bandaid on a severed limb, but placebos can have their effect too. Maybe I just miss someone to be next to.
I just got done weight lifting, my arms are still shaking. Its been 3 years since I last lifted, hopefully I an really get into it this time.
I have 2 minutes left on here, gotta go.
I don't belive it.
yes, once her and Brian move back here, things wil be monetarily easier, for a little bit. Ba has been in the hospital/Heather Hill just about as long as I've been working at CM, and we're not going to get slammed with bills? its been MONTHS, and just a week at a hospital, or an ambulance ride, or a simple procedure can completely fuck a family up.
I've been having the urges to go find someone, have sex, and change how i feel, even for the moment. I've done it before and yes, I'm well aware that its only a bandaid on a severed limb, but placebos can have their effect too. Maybe I just miss someone to be next to.
I just got done weight lifting, my arms are still shaking. Its been 3 years since I last lifted, hopefully I an really get into it this time.
I have 2 minutes left on here, gotta go.