Jul 20, 2002 18:34
Woke up in an odd mood this morning. I think every once in a while my lack of space really bothers me. Sometimes I'd just like to get up and eat my toast without having to respond to anybody. Or wait for the kitchen to be free. Or have to stand there and wait while someone has to come in and do something for 'just a sec' while I holding a pan of boiling water, or whatever. It'd be nice to just take off on my bike for a while, without having to suffer on hills and with crazy narrow curving roads. I think the worst thing is that I'm working as hard as I can to change my situation, but I just have to wait until the opportunity comes. It's totally out of my control. I'm hoping the job search and house search will resolve themselves soon, at the same time.