Some Deep Thoughts from Nick....
i finally realize why i feel like i need a girlfriend. Whenever i am single, i get a manic-depression going, and i feel really insecure and i can never keep my mind on the topic at hand. and i just dont like what i am. I have learned that when i have a gf, that i am more confident, out going, out spoken, more just a better person in general. i have learned alot from past mistakes made, and from the things i know i have done right. but i finally realize who i want to be, what i want to be as a boyfriend. and i finally realize what my ideals in a girl are. what I want is what i had, but what i had is something i cant get back... but alas, she is out there, i just need to be patient.
I also need to thank some people who have helped me realize this.. Marc.. Lisa.. Austin.. Brittany.. Josh.. I know yall dont really read this but yah yall have helped me out alot and i dont thnk i could ever be as good of a friend that yall have been to me.. thank ya..
Enough of my emo side...
tonight was so freaking sick we had crablegs at dinner they were sick. i got a new band.. Ambry.. they are such a good band, and mike likes them so you know they are good. i have been chillen out alot and i feel like i am finally starting to find my "niche" here at CNU.
I also need to thank some people who have helped me realize this.. Marc.. Lisa.. Austin.. Brittany.. Josh.. I know yall dont really read this but yah yall have helped me out alot and i dont thnk i could ever be as good of a friend that yall have been to me.. thank ya..
Enough of my emo side...
tonight was so freaking sick we had crablegs at dinner they were sick. i got a new band.. Ambry.. they are such a good band, and mike likes them so you know they are good. i have been chillen out alot and i feel like i am finally starting to find my "niche" here at CNU.