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Happy New Year's everyone. Hope you all had a fun one. This here is a time for me to share some things; start fresh, if you will. If you don't understand it, that's fine. It's for my personal thoughts.
2005 brought alot of new things, things that maybe didn't need to be brought about, things that should've but never were brought about. I made some friends that maybe I shouldn't have. I lost friends that I wish sometimes I hadn't. I mended friendships with people that maybe didn't deserve it. I mended friendships with people that I am thankful for. I turned 18. I know I was a bitch to alot of people. I don't need to apologize, I am not going to apologize. I'm done apologizing. I'm done having people feel sorry for me. Having people look at me in a different manner than what I intend. I am only going to say this to people, "You can think of me as whatever you feel it in your heart to think about me. You can say what you want about me, to me, behind my back. I'm no longer going to let it get to me like I have. I am no longer letting people walk all over me. When I say something I mean it. I'm not the one to talk shit about people, I'm not the one to run to someone else && do the 'he said, she said'. I'm not. I'm done being something that everyone molded me to be. I am my self. Like I said, I'm not going to apologize for anything. I'm sure by now some of you are tired of my apologies. I am going to say not that I regret anything, but that I didn't mean to hurt some of you in the manner that I did. I didn't mean to say some of things, or do some of the things that I did. I can only hope that some people out there are willing to not necessarily forget, but forgive me like I have chosen in my heart to forgive people." In 2006, I intend to graduate High School. I intend to enjoy my last semester in High School. I am not worried about anyone else anymore. If you so choose that you want to be friends with me, that's fine by me. I'm not out to search && hunt for "friends". Whatever happens, happens. I'm going to tell it like it is, I don't like alot of the people I go to school with, nor have I liked them for awhile (this is with the exception of a select few). I'm sure the favor is returned in some situations. Don't take my words the wrong way, I don't hate anyone, I'm done "hating". I just dislike. If you have a problem with me, then tell me straight up. I'm done beating around the bush. I'm ready to start a new life. Start 2006 fresh, clean && fun. If you so choose to stick by me, then Thank You from the bottom of my heart. If not, then that's your choice. There will be no hard feelings. I'm over the drama, I'm over all the rumors && lies. If you have all that dragging behind you, I would please like if you would not surround me with it. Thank You. I'm not out to hurt people's feelings with this, nor am I out to hurt people's feelings in general. I hope you all got a better understanding of what's going on in my head && in my life right now. Thank You for reading this far!
No, this was not directed towards any one particular person. This is directed to anyone who knows me, wants to get to know me, or did know me. It's time to start off the New Year right. It's 2006. It's a New Year, a New Beginning, a New Life. Happy New Year to you all && May 2006 bring you joy, happiness, love, && all your heart desires! xo..
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Amanda Leigh
2005 brought alot of new things, things that maybe didn't need to be brought about, things that should've but never were brought about. I made some friends that maybe I shouldn't have. I lost friends that I wish sometimes I hadn't. I mended friendships with people that maybe didn't deserve it. I mended friendships with people that I am thankful for. I turned 18. I know I was a bitch to alot of people. I don't need to apologize, I am not going to apologize. I'm done apologizing. I'm done having people feel sorry for me. Having people look at me in a different manner than what I intend. I am only going to say this to people, "You can think of me as whatever you feel it in your heart to think about me. You can say what you want about me, to me, behind my back. I'm no longer going to let it get to me like I have. I am no longer letting people walk all over me. When I say something I mean it. I'm not the one to talk shit about people, I'm not the one to run to someone else && do the 'he said, she said'. I'm not. I'm done being something that everyone molded me to be. I am my self. Like I said, I'm not going to apologize for anything. I'm sure by now some of you are tired of my apologies. I am going to say not that I regret anything, but that I didn't mean to hurt some of you in the manner that I did. I didn't mean to say some of things, or do some of the things that I did. I can only hope that some people out there are willing to not necessarily forget, but forgive me like I have chosen in my heart to forgive people." In 2006, I intend to graduate High School. I intend to enjoy my last semester in High School. I am not worried about anyone else anymore. If you so choose that you want to be friends with me, that's fine by me. I'm not out to search && hunt for "friends". Whatever happens, happens. I'm going to tell it like it is, I don't like alot of the people I go to school with, nor have I liked them for awhile (this is with the exception of a select few). I'm sure the favor is returned in some situations. Don't take my words the wrong way, I don't hate anyone, I'm done "hating". I just dislike. If you have a problem with me, then tell me straight up. I'm done beating around the bush. I'm ready to start a new life. Start 2006 fresh, clean && fun. If you so choose to stick by me, then Thank You from the bottom of my heart. If not, then that's your choice. There will be no hard feelings. I'm over the drama, I'm over all the rumors && lies. If you have all that dragging behind you, I would please like if you would not surround me with it. Thank You. I'm not out to hurt people's feelings with this, nor am I out to hurt people's feelings in general. I hope you all got a better understanding of what's going on in my head && in my life right now. Thank You for reading this far!
No, this was not directed towards any one particular person. This is directed to anyone who knows me, wants to get to know me, or did know me. It's time to start off the New Year right. It's 2006. It's a New Year, a New Beginning, a New Life. Happy New Year to you all && May 2006 bring you joy, happiness, love, && all your heart desires! xo..
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Amanda Leigh