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guys are effin impossible!!! i hate every last one of them!! they all suck big hairy monkey ass!! and they can all go suck on a dick!!! they are mean in every aspect and really i dont care anymore.. ya know, i thought i found someone who i could spend a long time with.. maybe i was wrong?! i should start listening to my best friends more often!! they do know best sometimes!! but its soo hard.. i dunno, i hate this!! even his friends say, "dont even worry about him.. its not worth it.. hes the one messin it all up".. i mean, why would his friends tell me that?!?! maybe i was wrong?! i dont know what to do anymore.. maybe i should just give up on it all.. not even care about anything anymore.. it would be alot easier on me and my emotions!! why do i even care?!?! he doesnt answer my calls... and when he doe, he says - "i`m busy, ill call u back in a lil bit".. NEVER DOES!!!! i mean, hes supposed to care about me soo much!!! i dont see any of that!! i mean WTF??!?!?!!! I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE.. I EFFIN HATE ALL OF THIS!! WHATEVER.. i give up