Jan 07, 2005 12:26
todays friday yay i think im going to hang out with zach today around 7 maybe i dont know hes really nervous which i understand it took him 3 months to finally call me and tell me that he liked me aww i know haha umm if our plans fall threw im going to hang out with kathleen tonight im not sure what were doing tho ? whatever it is im sure itll be fun i always have a blast with her and im sure mellisa and kendra and other ppl will be there its never just a few of us. someone who USE to be my bestfriend is pissing me off shes acting like shes better than everyone else and has no time for her old friends i feel like she takes me for granted and im only her bestfriend when no one else is there for her and when she needs something at first i thought it was jealousy but its not, i have just a much as her and im happy with the way my life is going and i dont pretend everything is okai now if its not im secure and i dont think she is, this isnt a entry to rag on her but its the way i feel.. i dont like it anymore this friendship is over and if you think its you it probably is becuz you always think its about you and normally it isnt, this time is im sorry =/