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i am so depressed. i dont even no y! everything is gettin on my nerves. I really just feel like crying. Im so tired of goin through the same shit every day. Its driving me insane. I HATE IT. i only have 5 months left of this hell ho so im trying to make the best of it. I have to get out of here. Just get away for everyone and everything. The littlest thing pisses me of now days. I have lost all my friends at appalachia. I dont talk to any of them anymore. me and the ppl at PV just dont click like me and the ppl at appy did. I miss that school so much but i cant tranfer back. But i want to so bad Its driving me crazy. I mean dont get me wrong i have great friends here but i cant talk to them like i could the ppl at appy. I cant really trust any of them with my secrets. But there is a few that i can. I dont no. All i no is that when i do turn 18 in 5 months my ass is leaving VA i dont no where im goin and i dont care where just as long as i am out of this HELL HOLE>!!!!!!!!!!!..