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Ive decided not to dload anymore jrock untill ive listened to what i have and have cleaned it all up, ive got piano tomorow morning, ive not practices, theres an appraiser coming tommorow, im supposed to have cleaned my room, i havnt, my headphones are broken, thats depressing, i got them last christmas, weve come to the conclusion that this is the rest of our lives....this... how it is right now, christmas doesnt mean a fucking thing, it hasnt in a while, i mean, there isnt even the usual excitement, its bullshit, whatever, if i go back to school i have to be retimetabled, no classes with kaj id assume, and if i mis ONE class, im out, bs i say, if they would just leave me along in the fist place, wed have no problem, but we do, i need to do somehting, like...fun, not including drugs, pool, or tims, but my options are limited, what with people having lives and jobs and school, and the me no money issue, and what not, these headphones are really pissing me off, now, wow, stuff, anyways, so like yeah, i dont even know, i need a job, and an appt, and a sereous fucking vacations, like...sereous vacation, halleluja....love that/this song, anywho, i should do something....like..clean my room and practice, but ya know what, im prolly not gunna, what im prolly gunna do, is like.... make some tea, with a 40% chance ill actually drink it, and smoke some more, then ill prolly wonder for 15 mins what ima listen to tonight, then ill prolly just crash, sleep thru the alarm and phone call, and not go to piano, that or theyve forotten its today, whatever like i care, like anytings gunna come of it, ill prolly end up quitting it before it does any good....whatever FUCK