i want to feel you....
well the past 2 days have been horrible ...me and alex broke up i mean things werent working out period so i guess its for the best.....i still can't beleive its over ive been with this kid for a year its amazing how quickly it went by , he was my best friend i really didnt think i was going to handle it this bad until i reality smacked me across the face and thats it...i cant have him . it disturbs me so much ...the bad thing is we ended it so badly he ended up breaking up with me online???? he wasnt even there to comfort me or even talk about it ...i never cried this much in my entire life..like 6 whole hours. i have never been infatuated this much by one simply boy i just hope we are friends and stay friends forever . i need him here still by myside .. i gave him too much of me and became way too attached _ as long as he doesnt forqet me ....yeah i better be fucking okay in a few days or ill literally go insane . . ..
EDIT : heres the real problem..im happier not going out with him but i was so comfortable with him that im not use to the move..i still think im going out with him..CAUSE I KNEW WE HAD S0METHING AND SO DOES HE .. i still have dreams about him...