it's been awhile

Oct 20, 2004 18:36

so i get this email for the person i'd lease expect one from. i still can't believe she did this but KT appologized for being mean to me. although i disagree with the having a girlfriend part...it made me happy.
i forget if it was before or after this but i'm thru with odie. she asked me to watch a movie at her dad's house. outta nowhere dan and joe show up and she kicks me outta the house. so i went and sat somewhere for a good hour and stacie just happened to drive by. she stopped and talked for a few and i left shortly after. katie ended up IM'ing me and suprised me yet again. this is what she said-"i really enjoyed some great times with you and i think about how i would wait around forever for you to get to my house and as soon as you did i would run outside to greet you and i do honestly miss that and it just makes me sad to know that that won'thappen anymore". that still puts a smile on my face but it gets me down because i know it won't ever happen again. sometimes i think she holds back because of what her friends and family might think of her but i doubt that. i miss sitting behind bob evans wait forever for her to get off work just to spend a few minutes with her. i've thaught about going back but i just can't do it. anyway the mackey probably walks her to her car now. it really hurts to know there "talking" but i thaught i heard her say she didnt like him. i had my time and i wasted alot of it. another happy moment is i've caught her looking at me twice now :)
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