Dec 03, 2002 00:29
I felt the need to stay
But the words I spoke held no more meaning
I cannot change what is meant to be
The pain I feel has left me devastated
But at this realization
I now feel liberated
I was my choice to frown or smile
But I choose to crinkle up and cringe
I had the opportunity to be happy
But i bleed my pain and took my misery
Now that the truth has set me free
There has been an irony in my life
Knowing that I could not live anywhere else
Deep in my heart I knew this was my home
In the end I guess I was right
As if the anguish of living was too much for me
I was relieved of the aching tension
And with these pills I joke, and smile, and now I laugh
This prescription grants happiness?
Or is it that I have just excepted that I
Am powerless against fate?