Let the rain fall down..
Okay so i'll start out with how this was thee shittiest week of a long time. Everything possible went wrong and i'm not sure that there is one thing good that came out of this week. I might sound overdramatic or a bit stupid but I honestly do not know what happy feels like anymore, and i'm not sure i'm going to know for a while. Everytime I attempt being happy things just go wrong, it's like someone is trying to tell me to just give up on happiness because it will never happen. Maybe I should, or maybe i should just keep trying. But I don't know anymore. I'm honestly drained of constantly being broken to pieces when I do not think I deserve it at all. Then again maybe I do..we'll never know. I'm not going to make this entry any longer then it is, if anyone really cares you can talk to me personally about it.