Confession
Hye gang, i should come here more often. the stillness in me, it comes, only late at night. The hubbub of the world, my feelings for MJ, so strong, so vibrant, my whole heart, is like an electric maze that leads not only back towards me anymore-it leads to the future, it scares me, a little. I guess I played through so many motions, let so many people break my heart, I never thought I would find someone who just wanted to have me to hold-its very strong. I'm writing but I'm tired, I'm thinking of friends, scattered, friends strong, and i have The Fray on, and Bright Eyes on, and i wonder if I give her everything, will it lead to LA, and Vegas, and my book egtting publsihed, and some magical life i can only barely grasp, holding her, having her. i really love MJ. xx