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So I went back on Match. I realized that if he doesn't want me, then I need to get back out there.
Of course I am getting all the losers and creeps again. Yes I understand stalkers need love too. But just because I am hot and a geek doesn't mean that I am going to go out with you. And if only they paid attention to what I want and like. It just proves you didn't read my profile when you "wink" at me and you are 5'9"! And I specifically said 6'0" and above!!!!!! ugh....
I guess I am really doing this to make him jealous, but he never was the jealous type. I bet this will backfire on me and I will lose him forever. I was told that by dating other guys that it will show him that I am not depressed, lonely, and looking desperate for him, but then how will he know that I still wish to be back together with him when I am dating other guys!? So confusing...
On another note. My favorite TV show of 10 years has just ended. I can't believe it's over. I feel like someone just broke up with me all over again. This show was my rock for the last ten years. When everything was falling apart around me it was always there. I basically grew up with these characters. When they were in highschool, I was in highschool. When they where in college, I was in college. When they got their careers, I was getting mine. When they were having relationship problems I was having them as well. Even when the main characters father died, my grandfather had died as well.
I guess it won't hit me till September, when their is nothing I am looking forward to watching for the year.
I do enjoy NCIS....but Smallville was my life.
Of course I am getting all the losers and creeps again. Yes I understand stalkers need love too. But just because I am hot and a geek doesn't mean that I am going to go out with you. And if only they paid attention to what I want and like. It just proves you didn't read my profile when you "wink" at me and you are 5'9"! And I specifically said 6'0" and above!!!!!! ugh....
I guess I am really doing this to make him jealous, but he never was the jealous type. I bet this will backfire on me and I will lose him forever. I was told that by dating other guys that it will show him that I am not depressed, lonely, and looking desperate for him, but then how will he know that I still wish to be back together with him when I am dating other guys!? So confusing...
On another note. My favorite TV show of 10 years has just ended. I can't believe it's over. I feel like someone just broke up with me all over again. This show was my rock for the last ten years. When everything was falling apart around me it was always there. I basically grew up with these characters. When they were in highschool, I was in highschool. When they where in college, I was in college. When they got their careers, I was getting mine. When they were having relationship problems I was having them as well. Even when the main characters father died, my grandfather had died as well.
I guess it won't hit me till September, when their is nothing I am looking forward to watching for the year.
I do enjoy NCIS....but Smallville was my life.