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I think deep down I have always known this, but for some reason I have been trying to deny it and fight it....
But it always comes back...
I am a horrible person. I am selfish, a bitch, a backstabber, and just mean to people for no reason!
I guess I really will be going to hell....I can't even go to church today b/c I feel so bad about what I did and said yesterday....
notice that I have not apologized though....b/c I have come to in brace who I am.....I can't seem to stop....I have tried so hard to be a good person, but I guess I just can't....
which sucks, BIG time....
But it always comes back...
I am a horrible person. I am selfish, a bitch, a backstabber, and just mean to people for no reason!
I guess I really will be going to hell....I can't even go to church today b/c I feel so bad about what I did and said yesterday....
notice that I have not apologized though....b/c I have come to in brace who I am.....I can't seem to stop....I have tried so hard to be a good person, but I guess I just can't....
which sucks, BIG time....