Life sucks...
so basically, i was supposed to get an admissions decision today on one of my top schools, and guess what happened?
after angsting and waiting for the past however many weeks, it turns out my account to view my application status is freaking locked!
i feel like going on a fucking rampage, like seriously, U of I way to up the pressure by locking my account. so after feeling like a total reject i sent the admissions office an email and hopefully they will reply this weekend or soon just so i can be sad and get the rejection news over with. i hate this whole process, this whole day i've been on edge and this is what i get when i check my decision.
grrrr! lol
i kinda feel bad because all my friends either got denied (well just one of them) or deferred until february 13 or something like that. honestly, i'd much rather get deferred rather than rejected because then there is a little hope that i might still get in.
well anyways.... i'll stop ranting and just wait not so patiently until i finally find out.
wish me luck, because i need it.
on a not so angsty note, i saw the prettiest sunset yesterday. and i realized what i absolutely love about winter now, and it has to be how pretty the sunset can be sometimes. i didn't have my camera with me but i have a few other pictures from a few weeks ago when i went to Iowa.
enjoy. <3
i'm really trying to be positive
after angsting and waiting for the past however many weeks, it turns out my account to view my application status is freaking locked!
i feel like going on a fucking rampage, like seriously, U of I way to up the pressure by locking my account. so after feeling like a total reject i sent the admissions office an email and hopefully they will reply this weekend or soon just so i can be sad and get the rejection news over with. i hate this whole process, this whole day i've been on edge and this is what i get when i check my decision.
grrrr! lol
i kinda feel bad because all my friends either got denied (well just one of them) or deferred until february 13 or something like that. honestly, i'd much rather get deferred rather than rejected because then there is a little hope that i might still get in.
well anyways.... i'll stop ranting and just wait not so patiently until i finally find out.
wish me luck, because i need it.
on a not so angsty note, i saw the prettiest sunset yesterday. and i realized what i absolutely love about winter now, and it has to be how pretty the sunset can be sometimes. i didn't have my camera with me but i have a few other pictures from a few weeks ago when i went to Iowa.
enjoy. <3
i'm really trying to be positive