day in Galle

[redkitty23]

I do not know if this works!! It is all very confusing. I feel disgusting. I feel like a very bad person. I am going to write this here so I feel better! I always think I can handle the jungle, and that it is another segment of my life. But feeling so very disgusting and so very dirty and bloody and seeing huge red bumps all over your body for so long is just getting me DOWN and today I felt like I NEEDED a hair dryer. I feel really bad thinking that because that is western nonsense. But I am yucky! and I smell. And I am hardly seeing any little cuties because they are going extinct and that is depressing too and the government has changed here to a stupid socialist Bell Party who buys up the rain forest so lazy people can try to plant tea for two years and then realise that the land is too sloped and tea cannot grow there and then the reain forest is gone forever! it is tooooooo depressing. It is difficult to know whether to stay a part of it and try to stop the inevitable or realise that we are doomed and become a Mills and Boone novelist.

I do not know what to do but if this Sri Lankan pervert who tells people I am his GIRLFRIEND (see prettily hand penned letters to Penny and HU) tries to feed me rice and curry or rub his leg against mine in the trishaw, I will hurt him...

xx
see you in ten days! *sob*
please have red wine and cheese ready for me - someone???? I will bring silk in exchange?!!!