Books , Glitter and Hearts of Foam 29/35+
Title: Books, Glitter and Hearts of Foam 29/35+
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Christmas Eve with the Allen's; Kris finds out a little bit about his
father's reaction about coming out; Kris finds more things out about
Adam once his past with Gage is starting to fall away.
Warnings: M/M kissing and sexual bits implied
Notes:
Yay another update! Why do I get the feeling this is going to stretch
out longer than 35? :/ Oh well, next update up soon! :)
Okay, stop fretting. Everything’s going to be fine. I’ve still got Adam with me… and Dan and Mama…
Kris
puffed out a breath, messing around with the neck of his shirt again.
He flinched remembering how wrong everything went the last time. He only
prayed that his father would accept him…
“You okay?” Adam soft
voice brushed over his skin as the older man enveloped him in his arms,
the tips of his fingers slipping into Kris’ pockets for a second before
flattening over his hips and squeezing. He looked back in the mirror,
seeing and feeling Adam pressing a kiss into the skin of his neck. “We
can wait for a bit if you want. Take as much time as you need before we
go.”
He wanted to wait, he wished he could just spend the holiday
with Adam alone for fear of a repeat of the last time but… He sighed
and shook his head. “No, we can leave now.” He drew in a shaky breath,
feeling Adam hug a bit tighter. “I’ll chicken out if we don’t do it
now.” He chuckled weakly.
Adam paused for a moment before nipping
at his neck and untangling himself. “Okay.” He squeezed Kris’ hand in
his as they left the hotel room. When they let go at the car Kris just
pressed the hand to his heart, letting out a silent prayer that
everything would be alright.
“Kris! Adam!” Kris stepped out of
the car, only to be ambushed my Kim a second later. He smiled, that
familiar warmth of coming back home blossoming in his chest. He laughed
as Adam was pulled into the hug, feeling Adam’s blushing against his
temple. This was how it was meant to be. A harmony between both worlds
of his.
She pulled back and grinned back at both of them for a
moment before shaking herself and nudging them toward the house. Kris
took a deep breath before they stepped in - it’ll be okay, it has to be,
has to be has to be - Adam’s hand clamped around his and his stance all
protective under the leather jacket helped him relax some.
“Kris.”
Oh god I’m not ready for this. He felt his mama squeeze his shoulder then straightened up. I can do this; this is who I am and I’m happy this way and if he doesn’t like it he can just deal with it.
He moved out from behind Adam, seeing his dad standing in the hallway
to the living room, looking stern and a little imposing. “Y-yeah?” Stop it, he’s my dad, I have absolutely no reason to be afraid… He squeezed Adam’s hand, getting soothing circles traced into the back of his hand in response.
Neil
looked between the two of them, and for a moment everything in the room
seemed to hang on his next move. After a few seconds he huffed and
walked toward them. Kris braced himself automatically, waiting for
anything.
All the tension melted out of him when Neil just pulled
him into a small hug. It wasn’t like the big bear hugs he’d get before,
but it was a start. It’s something. Pulling back his father
cleared his throat, rubbing at the back of his neck with the same
nervous tick Kris had. “I, I’m… sorry for how I treated you,
Kristopher.” There was a beat, then Kim cleared her throat loudly and he
colored a touch before looking over at Adam. “I apologize to you, too.”
He hesitated for a moment then held his hand out to Adam. Kris grimaced
the one second Adam had to let go while switching hands to shake.
When
everything was settled again he leaned into Adam’s side, watching his
dad carefully. There was still a bit of a twitch there, but her wasn’t
grimacing, or glaring or anything. It wasn’t acceptance but… it was the
start of it. He paused for a moment then nodded against Adam’s shoulder.
“It’s alright.”
Adam curled an arm around Kris’ shoulders and
spoke up. “I can understand where you’re coming from… a little.” Adam
shrugged when Neil gave him a look. “Thinking you’ve known your son for
so long only to have him come back and tell you differently is
difficult, I get it. I just don’t see how it got that bad…”
And here I thought that pop would be the one grilling my boyfriend… Kris watched his father shift a little bit uncomfortably under Adam’s gaze then look over at him. “Is he always like this?”
He heard Kim sigh and move out from behind him, touching her husband’s shoulder and shaking her head. “Don’t deflect, dear.”
Neil
flinched, looking down at the floor and grumbling, then looked back up
at Kris. “I was just…” He sighed. “There’s so many things that you’ll
miss out on living like… being with, Adam…” He grimaced as Kris and Adam
exchanged a look. “I always thought I’d see you getting married and
holding my grandchild and…”
He trailed off, staring hard at the
floor for a moment before Adam took a step forward, his head tilting up
to watch him. Adam just smiled softly, and shrugged his shoulders as he
looked back to Kris. “Well…We haven’t exactly talked about it that often
but…” He grinned, wiggling his fingers between Kris’ and making him
beam and snuggle in more. “I think, someday you’ll get to see that.”
There
was a beat, and it was that warmth again, the harmony between both his
family and Adam that he’d wanted. Neil nodded then looked back to Kris.
“If you’re happy then…”
Kris absolutely glowed with happiness then, curling around Adam’s side and nodding. “Yeah. I’m happy.” So much more than happy…
The rest of Christmas Eve was spent away with Kim talking away, slyly - or so she thinks, Kris smirked - sneaking more things onto Adam’s plate during dinner as he rambled on with her.
Daniel
- who arrived a few hours after them - leaned over to Kris, peering
over at their dad. “So, what happened when you guys got here?”
Kris
just shrugged, smiling a little when he felt Adam’s hand sneak over to
his under the table. “He apologized and we sorted a few things out. I
don’t think he’s exactly shining with approval yet, but he’s starting to
accept it, so it’s all good.”
Dan let out a puff of breath.
“That’s good.” He looked fully at his brother, wearing a bit of a
worried expression. “Tomorrow’s going to be crazy, though.”
“Meh.”
Kris waved his hand dismissively. “It’s always crazy, we can totally
handle this.” He looked over at Adam, smiling as the older man laughed
at something Kim had said. “Besides, whatever they have to say or think
about us doesn’t matter.”
Adam looked back at him, then beamed,
and his heart started hammering in his chest, just like when he’d peer
through the bookshelves to the barista boy at the café. Only, there was a
soothing warmth behind it, instead of the lust and desire that pulled
him toward Adam now.
“Damn.” Dan’s stunned voice brought him
back. “You have got it bad, man.” Kris blinked back toward his brother,
giving him a confused look. Daniel just laughed lightly and shook his
head. “Nah, it’s nothing.”
His words caught up with Kris’
love-clogged brain and he broke into a huge grin. “Yep, sure it is…” The
two glanced over at each other then broke into laughter.
“Oh my gosh… I think your mother was sneaking me things, or, like… she just thought
more food into my stomach.” Adam groaned on the bed as Kris stood in
the open bathroom door giggling through the toothbrush in his mouth. “I
can feel the house sized blob forming at my hips.”
He rolled his eyes at that then spit. “You’re ridiculous.” He padded out toward his
lovely, perfect boyfriend and flopped on the bed beside him. He propped
himself up on one elbow, the other hand tracing figures at the bit of
skin showing above Adam’s boxers. “You’re absolutely perfect, and-” He
kissed at Adam’s pout, it was too much of a temptation not to. “-no
matter how much my mother ‘supposedly’ sneaks into your tummy, you’re
still going to look amazing and beautiful to me.”
Adam pouted at him for a bit longer then sighed and shrugged. “Kay, whatever you say.”
“Adamm…” Kris laughed at the very petulant look Adam’s face took. “Seriously, stop it.” Well, this is fairly new. Kris perked up a bit. Maybe he really is getting past the Gage thing. He slumped back again when Adam’s arms crossed over his stomach. But I don’t want him worrying about this, either.
“What’re you-ohh!" Kris smirked, turning his giggle into a hum while he pulled Adam’s arms
up and away, shifting between the older man’s legs and kissing the
slight - very slight - rise at his stomach. “S-stop it.”
Kris huffed then turned his head to look up at Adam. “Where is this coming from?”
Adam blinked in feigned innocence, Kris glared. “Seriously, Adam, you have
absolutely nothing to worry about.” He moved Adam’s arms so they were
pinned to his sides and moved himself up so he was fully seated in
Adam’s lap to lean up and kiss Adam’s beautiful freckled mouth.
Adam breathed out against his lips, a little shaky and a whimper dangling on
the tail edge of the breath, then brought his hands up to coil around
Kris’ waist and nodded. Kris had the distinct feeling that wasn’t going
to be the end of that particular issue, but he was willing to spend his
life with Adam showing him just how beautiful the man was.
And no better time than to do some work at it now. Kris
smirked and brought their mouths back together, hands skimming all over
each others skin, Kris' moving all along Adam's stomach and hips and
thighs... and of course.....
He figured Adam's frequent moans were a sure sign he was doing his job well enough.
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Christmas Eve with the Allen's; Kris finds out a little bit about his
father's reaction about coming out; Kris finds more things out about
Adam once his past with Gage is starting to fall away.
Warnings: M/M kissing and sexual bits implied
Notes:
Yay another update! Why do I get the feeling this is going to stretch
out longer than 35? :/ Oh well, next update up soon! :)
Okay, stop fretting. Everything’s going to be fine. I’ve still got Adam with me… and Dan and Mama…
Kris
puffed out a breath, messing around with the neck of his shirt again.
He flinched remembering how wrong everything went the last time. He only
prayed that his father would accept him…
“You okay?” Adam soft
voice brushed over his skin as the older man enveloped him in his arms,
the tips of his fingers slipping into Kris’ pockets for a second before
flattening over his hips and squeezing. He looked back in the mirror,
seeing and feeling Adam pressing a kiss into the skin of his neck. “We
can wait for a bit if you want. Take as much time as you need before we
go.”
He wanted to wait, he wished he could just spend the holiday
with Adam alone for fear of a repeat of the last time but… He sighed
and shook his head. “No, we can leave now.” He drew in a shaky breath,
feeling Adam hug a bit tighter. “I’ll chicken out if we don’t do it
now.” He chuckled weakly.
Adam paused for a moment before nipping
at his neck and untangling himself. “Okay.” He squeezed Kris’ hand in
his as they left the hotel room. When they let go at the car Kris just
pressed the hand to his heart, letting out a silent prayer that
everything would be alright.
“Kris! Adam!” Kris stepped out of
the car, only to be ambushed my Kim a second later. He smiled, that
familiar warmth of coming back home blossoming in his chest. He laughed
as Adam was pulled into the hug, feeling Adam’s blushing against his
temple. This was how it was meant to be. A harmony between both worlds
of his.
She pulled back and grinned back at both of them for a
moment before shaking herself and nudging them toward the house. Kris
took a deep breath before they stepped in - it’ll be okay, it has to be,
has to be has to be - Adam’s hand clamped around his and his stance all
protective under the leather jacket helped him relax some.
“Kris.”
Oh god I’m not ready for this. He felt his mama squeeze his shoulder then straightened up. I can do this; this is who I am and I’m happy this way and if he doesn’t like it he can just deal with it.
He moved out from behind Adam, seeing his dad standing in the hallway
to the living room, looking stern and a little imposing. “Y-yeah?” Stop it, he’s my dad, I have absolutely no reason to be afraid… He squeezed Adam’s hand, getting soothing circles traced into the back of his hand in response.
Neil
looked between the two of them, and for a moment everything in the room
seemed to hang on his next move. After a few seconds he huffed and
walked toward them. Kris braced himself automatically, waiting for
anything.
All the tension melted out of him when Neil just pulled
him into a small hug. It wasn’t like the big bear hugs he’d get before,
but it was a start. It’s something. Pulling back his father
cleared his throat, rubbing at the back of his neck with the same
nervous tick Kris had. “I, I’m… sorry for how I treated you,
Kristopher.” There was a beat, then Kim cleared her throat loudly and he
colored a touch before looking over at Adam. “I apologize to you, too.”
He hesitated for a moment then held his hand out to Adam. Kris grimaced
the one second Adam had to let go while switching hands to shake.
When
everything was settled again he leaned into Adam’s side, watching his
dad carefully. There was still a bit of a twitch there, but her wasn’t
grimacing, or glaring or anything. It wasn’t acceptance but… it was the
start of it. He paused for a moment then nodded against Adam’s shoulder.
“It’s alright.”
Adam curled an arm around Kris’ shoulders and
spoke up. “I can understand where you’re coming from… a little.” Adam
shrugged when Neil gave him a look. “Thinking you’ve known your son for
so long only to have him come back and tell you differently is
difficult, I get it. I just don’t see how it got that bad…”
And here I thought that pop would be the one grilling my boyfriend… Kris watched his father shift a little bit uncomfortably under Adam’s gaze then look over at him. “Is he always like this?”
He heard Kim sigh and move out from behind him, touching her husband’s shoulder and shaking her head. “Don’t deflect, dear.”
Neil
flinched, looking down at the floor and grumbling, then looked back up
at Kris. “I was just…” He sighed. “There’s so many things that you’ll
miss out on living like… being with, Adam…” He grimaced as Kris and Adam
exchanged a look. “I always thought I’d see you getting married and
holding my grandchild and…”
He trailed off, staring hard at the
floor for a moment before Adam took a step forward, his head tilting up
to watch him. Adam just smiled softly, and shrugged his shoulders as he
looked back to Kris. “Well…We haven’t exactly talked about it that often
but…” He grinned, wiggling his fingers between Kris’ and making him
beam and snuggle in more. “I think, someday you’ll get to see that.”
There
was a beat, and it was that warmth again, the harmony between both his
family and Adam that he’d wanted. Neil nodded then looked back to Kris.
“If you’re happy then…”
Kris absolutely glowed with happiness then, curling around Adam’s side and nodding. “Yeah. I’m happy.” So much more than happy…
The rest of Christmas Eve was spent away with Kim talking away, slyly - or so she thinks, Kris smirked - sneaking more things onto Adam’s plate during dinner as he rambled on with her.
Daniel
- who arrived a few hours after them - leaned over to Kris, peering
over at their dad. “So, what happened when you guys got here?”
Kris
just shrugged, smiling a little when he felt Adam’s hand sneak over to
his under the table. “He apologized and we sorted a few things out. I
don’t think he’s exactly shining with approval yet, but he’s starting to
accept it, so it’s all good.”
Dan let out a puff of breath.
“That’s good.” He looked fully at his brother, wearing a bit of a
worried expression. “Tomorrow’s going to be crazy, though.”
“Meh.”
Kris waved his hand dismissively. “It’s always crazy, we can totally
handle this.” He looked over at Adam, smiling as the older man laughed
at something Kim had said. “Besides, whatever they have to say or think
about us doesn’t matter.”
Adam looked back at him, then beamed,
and his heart started hammering in his chest, just like when he’d peer
through the bookshelves to the barista boy at the café. Only, there was a
soothing warmth behind it, instead of the lust and desire that pulled
him toward Adam now.
“Damn.” Dan’s stunned voice brought him
back. “You have got it bad, man.” Kris blinked back toward his brother,
giving him a confused look. Daniel just laughed lightly and shook his
head. “Nah, it’s nothing.”
His words caught up with Kris’
love-clogged brain and he broke into a huge grin. “Yep, sure it is…” The
two glanced over at each other then broke into laughter.
“Oh my gosh… I think your mother was sneaking me things, or, like… she just thought
more food into my stomach.” Adam groaned on the bed as Kris stood in
the open bathroom door giggling through the toothbrush in his mouth. “I
can feel the house sized blob forming at my hips.”
He rolled his eyes at that then spit. “You’re ridiculous.” He padded out toward his
lovely, perfect boyfriend and flopped on the bed beside him. He propped
himself up on one elbow, the other hand tracing figures at the bit of
skin showing above Adam’s boxers. “You’re absolutely perfect, and-” He
kissed at Adam’s pout, it was too much of a temptation not to. “-no
matter how much my mother ‘supposedly’ sneaks into your tummy, you’re
still going to look amazing and beautiful to me.”
Adam pouted at him for a bit longer then sighed and shrugged. “Kay, whatever you say.”
“Adamm…” Kris laughed at the very petulant look Adam’s face took. “Seriously, stop it.” Well, this is fairly new. Kris perked up a bit. Maybe he really is getting past the Gage thing. He slumped back again when Adam’s arms crossed over his stomach. But I don’t want him worrying about this, either.
“What’re you-ohh!" Kris smirked, turning his giggle into a hum while he pulled Adam’s arms
up and away, shifting between the older man’s legs and kissing the
slight - very slight - rise at his stomach. “S-stop it.”
Kris huffed then turned his head to look up at Adam. “Where is this coming from?”
Adam blinked in feigned innocence, Kris glared. “Seriously, Adam, you have
absolutely nothing to worry about.” He moved Adam’s arms so they were
pinned to his sides and moved himself up so he was fully seated in
Adam’s lap to lean up and kiss Adam’s beautiful freckled mouth.
Adam breathed out against his lips, a little shaky and a whimper dangling on
the tail edge of the breath, then brought his hands up to coil around
Kris’ waist and nodded. Kris had the distinct feeling that wasn’t going
to be the end of that particular issue, but he was willing to spend his
life with Adam showing him just how beautiful the man was.
And no better time than to do some work at it now. Kris
smirked and brought their mouths back together, hands skimming all over
each others skin, Kris' moving all along Adam's stomach and hips and
thighs... and of course.....
He figured Adam's frequent moans were a sure sign he was doing his job well enough.