It's getting worse.
Hey, Arion, do you want to hang out some time? I mean, I could just call you to ask, but I don't want it to be weird. Mrr. My parents are out of town to visit my grandparents, and they're afraid that I'll have another grand mal seizure. >_>; It's boring and kind of lonely. I thought it might be a good idea to ask Elly Kaminari, too, because we got off on the wrong foot. But I think she'd probably just eat my kidney for suggesting that.
I really wish I got that guy's name...
More really weird things keep going on. They've gotten worse lately, for those of us with the strange recurring dreams. I talked to Amy about it a little, but she said she wasn't having issues with that at all. I was starting to think that it might have been most of the adolescents here or something, or at least alot of them, but I guess not. Or maybe Amy is lying. She has a tendency to do that.
This morning I felt like everything was really blurred, like someone had drawn all of the lines making up everything in charcoal and smudged them. I thought maybe I was going to have a seizure or something, so I stayed in bed, but it didn't really pass so I just got up. That would have been a mistake if I had actually had a seizure. v_v; I didn't get one, though, until way later. I put my feet down on the floor with this horrible vertigo and everything went really strange. I don't know how to describe it. It was like I was fading in and out with someone else. Or two people. I thought I was wearing the coat from the dream, but every time I looked, it was gone. I did see it out of the corner of my eye, though. And then this totally different guy faded in and he seemed much more real to me. I could feel his pulse. It was scary because I felt my own too, and I thought I was having some sort of heart attack. He was asleep and dreaming, but not like I was. It was really weird.
After awhile, it passed. But the possibility that I'm really just insane hadn't occured to me until today. I feel really anxious. I think I'll go lie down.
-Rox Rory
I really wish I got that guy's name...
More really weird things keep going on. They've gotten worse lately, for those of us with the strange recurring dreams. I talked to Amy about it a little, but she said she wasn't having issues with that at all. I was starting to think that it might have been most of the adolescents here or something, or at least alot of them, but I guess not. Or maybe Amy is lying. She has a tendency to do that.
This morning I felt like everything was really blurred, like someone had drawn all of the lines making up everything in charcoal and smudged them. I thought maybe I was going to have a seizure or something, so I stayed in bed, but it didn't really pass so I just got up. That would have been a mistake if I had actually had a seizure. v_v; I didn't get one, though, until way later. I put my feet down on the floor with this horrible vertigo and everything went really strange. I don't know how to describe it. It was like I was fading in and out with someone else. Or two people. I thought I was wearing the coat from the dream, but every time I looked, it was gone. I did see it out of the corner of my eye, though. And then this totally different guy faded in and he seemed much more real to me. I could feel his pulse. It was scary because I felt my own too, and I thought I was having some sort of heart attack. He was asleep and dreaming, but not like I was. It was really weird.
After awhile, it passed. But the possibility that I'm really just insane hadn't occured to me until today. I feel really anxious. I think I'll go lie down.
-Rox Rory