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A lot has to been going on latly tooooo much to recap. things haven't been that awesome latly. I made a decision that wasn't the best and i feel like people are different now becasue of it.
No matter my opinion about other people's lives and decisions i stand by them and support them in their decisions and i just feel like maybe i'm not getting that. i don't know what to think except that i must censor myself and not be as open as i was before.
i'm been feeling weird latly....not myself. I've been thinking about Guy A in my life, and while others don't approve of him i know his intetentions are good. i just can't help but think maybe he's my one chance of finding what i want most. Maybe he's how i get to be happy.
No matter my opinion about other people's lives and decisions i stand by them and support them in their decisions and i just feel like maybe i'm not getting that. i don't know what to think except that i must censor myself and not be as open as i was before.
i'm been feeling weird latly....not myself. I've been thinking about Guy A in my life, and while others don't approve of him i know his intetentions are good. i just can't help but think maybe he's my one chance of finding what i want most. Maybe he's how i get to be happy.