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YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. THE ONE FUCKING PERSON I WORRIED ABOUT. WHEN YOU REASSURED ME.
you told me you loved me. you missed me. i was the one you kissed. the one you longed for at night.
and now im just... empty. leaving school, broken. ive never been so broken in all of my life.
i cant even look at myself in the mirror.
i cant believe you, the one who was so amazing, so wonderful. so... everything, did this to me.... you don't deserve any kind of happiness. you don't deserve one goddamn thing. except to feel like this. to feel like you've had absolutely everything ripped out of you.
god, i just realized... why am i going to rant...... you don't read this anyways...... i don't exist to you anymore....
you told me you loved me. you missed me. i was the one you kissed. the one you longed for at night.
and now im just... empty. leaving school, broken. ive never been so broken in all of my life.
i cant even look at myself in the mirror.
i cant believe you, the one who was so amazing, so wonderful. so... everything, did this to me.... you don't deserve any kind of happiness. you don't deserve one goddamn thing. except to feel like this. to feel like you've had absolutely everything ripped out of you.
god, i just realized... why am i going to rant...... you don't read this anyways...... i don't exist to you anymore....