tell me if i'm right to think that there could be nothing better
at some point i believe i will have to take a step down to reality.
i will be training from june 18-august 8, monday through friday from 8am until 6.30pm with a one hour break for lunch. Sure, that isn't the longest time but factor in a commute there and back as well as the fact that i will be on my feet moving all day.
can we say fun?
i am a teacher. i will be working 180 days per year from approximately 7.15am until 3pm. i will have my holidays off and personal days alotted. what a good deal it is being a teacher. plus my benefits and pension will be excellent. it sure is a good thing i want to be a teacher and enjoy being with the kiddies.
i spoke to a fellow yesterday who told me to calm it down a little and not worry so much about the whole job search right now. it was very comforting to hear because i have def. been stressing out lately. i still need to speak with simran but i hopign she wants to live in queens because if not, it looks like i am living alone!
There are five weeks until graduation. I'm not scared to graduate because I havemy future set up, I am just scared to be leaving friends and the Binghamton area, and the comforts I have come to know here. UGH - I can't stop thinking about May 20! Yiiiiiiiikes.
I'm getting nervous and the bass and I. Things can never just go smoothly, there has to be something wrong. I wonder whether or not our relationship is capable of surviving. We will be in two different places next year and neither of us wil be having a ton of down time. Sure, I will be in Queens, but when he is coming home for breaks, he will be wanting to spend time with his family. It's confusing and I wish it was simple and easy enough to say things will work out, but I am not so sure they will.
I get jealous of these people who have been in their relationship for so long, how do they make it work, how does it last? I think if I was coming back next year, it wouldn't be a question.
i love the song nothing new by postal service. and i didn't even realize this lyric until just now
"don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future"
maybe ending somethign is better then having to worry about missing someoen
i will be training from june 18-august 8, monday through friday from 8am until 6.30pm with a one hour break for lunch. Sure, that isn't the longest time but factor in a commute there and back as well as the fact that i will be on my feet moving all day.
can we say fun?
i am a teacher. i will be working 180 days per year from approximately 7.15am until 3pm. i will have my holidays off and personal days alotted. what a good deal it is being a teacher. plus my benefits and pension will be excellent. it sure is a good thing i want to be a teacher and enjoy being with the kiddies.
i spoke to a fellow yesterday who told me to calm it down a little and not worry so much about the whole job search right now. it was very comforting to hear because i have def. been stressing out lately. i still need to speak with simran but i hopign she wants to live in queens because if not, it looks like i am living alone!
There are five weeks until graduation. I'm not scared to graduate because I havemy future set up, I am just scared to be leaving friends and the Binghamton area, and the comforts I have come to know here. UGH - I can't stop thinking about May 20! Yiiiiiiiikes.
I'm getting nervous and the bass and I. Things can never just go smoothly, there has to be something wrong. I wonder whether or not our relationship is capable of surviving. We will be in two different places next year and neither of us wil be having a ton of down time. Sure, I will be in Queens, but when he is coming home for breaks, he will be wanting to spend time with his family. It's confusing and I wish it was simple and easy enough to say things will work out, but I am not so sure they will.
I get jealous of these people who have been in their relationship for so long, how do they make it work, how does it last? I think if I was coming back next year, it wouldn't be a question.
i love the song nothing new by postal service. and i didn't even realize this lyric until just now
"don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future"
maybe ending somethign is better then having to worry about missing someoen