Sep 27, 2013 14:52
Twice in this life, a concern ne're foreseen; twice in the year twenty-thirteen. Unimagined before, now twice reinforced, the sign of a life finding its course.
The first on an eve when the stars seemed aligned, synchronistic explosion, serotonin complied! Euphoric awe, descent of jaw, surrender to wonder within rigidity's maw. Obsessive patterns, spiraling cognition, existential suspicions of quaint superstitions. Web of wonder, but just like a spider's, the greater the motion, immobility rendered. Unprepared for this trap of awe, ill-equipped to diffuse what was not ever feared. For why would one dream of the perils of rapture, and how could one guard against such jovial stature? Then strangeness recedes like amnesic dreams, the vapor retreats to dimensions serene.
The second rendition wrought by recognition, praise and admiration, the grail of inclusion. Much like the first, what made it the worst, was the absence of warning for impending warring. Horse built by wood bearing promises bold, treaties long awaited, more real than gold; and feet tread forth to a land long imagined, at last reaching their stride, then abruptly abandoned! Trembling alone, transported home, innards icy and quaking, fantasies overtaking.
By grace of twice in this life, a concern now foreseen; twice in the year twenty-thirteen. Unfathomed before, now twice reinforced, the sign of a life on a new course.
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