Room 407, Thursday evening
Sky floated back into his room after a good long float around the island, which he'd needed in order to think after his conversation with Bridge.
He was VERY grudgingly starting to like Fandom in spite of himself. In some ways. Maybe. Perhaps. Because he was slowly starting to realize that most of his problems- like being a lightball, or Dru's death- weren't Fandom's fault. They may have happened even without coming here- Dru dying certainly would have. Weird things did happen at Fandom, sure, embarrassing things, but he had to shamefully admit to himself that he far overreacted to a lot of them. He still missed home so much it ached sometimes, but going back didn't hold the same appeal it once did because Dru wouldn't be there. And knowing what he did about S.P.D. made it much less homely, too.
There were some nice things about Fandom. He had a boyfriend here, after all. That was a good thing. He had friends, too- his teammates, Adam, Teddy, Sokka, Turtle... even a few others he'd only talked to a few times but still liked.
Couldn't he just let go and enjoy this while he had it?
Maybe he could.
[Door is closed, as he can't open it, but post is wide open. Poke me on AIM at SPDSkyTate if I don't ping within 10 minutes, as notifications are still wonky on my end.]
He was VERY grudgingly starting to like Fandom in spite of himself. In some ways. Maybe. Perhaps. Because he was slowly starting to realize that most of his problems- like being a lightball, or Dru's death- weren't Fandom's fault. They may have happened even without coming here- Dru dying certainly would have. Weird things did happen at Fandom, sure, embarrassing things, but he had to shamefully admit to himself that he far overreacted to a lot of them. He still missed home so much it ached sometimes, but going back didn't hold the same appeal it once did because Dru wouldn't be there. And knowing what he did about S.P.D. made it much less homely, too.
There were some nice things about Fandom. He had a boyfriend here, after all. That was a good thing. He had friends, too- his teammates, Adam, Teddy, Sokka, Turtle... even a few others he'd only talked to a few times but still liked.
Couldn't he just let go and enjoy this while he had it?
Maybe he could.
[Door is closed, as he can't open it, but post is wide open. Poke me on AIM at SPDSkyTate if I don't ping within 10 minutes, as notifications are still wonky on my end.]