Summer Adjustments
IT seems summer involves a lot of adjusting to things for me. It wyrd sleepng next to someone again for one. But living with three other people again is harder to get used to then i realize. I miss everyone at wells terribly and realizing that after this summer there is only another year left, makes me miss them even more. This week i am job hunting while simultaneously trying to get my car fixed. W00t for that one let me tell you.
My dad is apparently trying to get his doctorine in a year, like the crazy man he is and i am supposed to come up with more money for next year. I am shaking already.
Life moves here at a strange pace, its easy to lose track of the days. Tomorrow i am trekking to the mall for job hunting.
The hardest part of life adjustment is the Tim. I luv him but being around him so much immediately causes more friction than it should and i am unusually sensitive and antsy, which makes me impossible to deal with sometimes and I am tripping over stupid shit and having in general a very rough time. But i love him, so i know i will find a way to work things out. That is part of being in a relationship right? Sigh* I just wish i knew what i was doing sometimes, and i wish my temper didn't flare like a pmsing teen girl at the worst of moments.
Hanging out with the gang makes things easier, we have been playing Shadow Run recently, really complicated role playing game that is not structured like D&D and a hell of a lot more fun to play. My character is basically a ninja is gets possessed by a voodoo spirit to save her life in bad situations. Tim plays a japanese Oni, red skin orge demon in samuri style armor who is cyberly enhanced. And the craziness ensues.
Ah life is interesting. I miss you all. Come visit me some time ;)
My dad is apparently trying to get his doctorine in a year, like the crazy man he is and i am supposed to come up with more money for next year. I am shaking already.
Life moves here at a strange pace, its easy to lose track of the days. Tomorrow i am trekking to the mall for job hunting.
The hardest part of life adjustment is the Tim. I luv him but being around him so much immediately causes more friction than it should and i am unusually sensitive and antsy, which makes me impossible to deal with sometimes and I am tripping over stupid shit and having in general a very rough time. But i love him, so i know i will find a way to work things out. That is part of being in a relationship right? Sigh* I just wish i knew what i was doing sometimes, and i wish my temper didn't flare like a pmsing teen girl at the worst of moments.
Hanging out with the gang makes things easier, we have been playing Shadow Run recently, really complicated role playing game that is not structured like D&D and a hell of a lot more fun to play. My character is basically a ninja is gets possessed by a voodoo spirit to save her life in bad situations. Tim plays a japanese Oni, red skin orge demon in samuri style armor who is cyberly enhanced. And the craziness ensues.
Ah life is interesting. I miss you all. Come visit me some time ;)